My heart was racing again. Yes, I was happy but why does this hurt ? I feel the pain. But Why ? He came, just for me and that too, When I needed him the most but Is that which makes me afraid. The thought, that I might lose him. I don't know, I am confused wait Why? Who is he, just a stranger, you didn't even see his face.
"Let's go to the room and talk, everyone is watching. Lets not create a scene"
Yes, He was right its better to leave. I left him behind he followed me. Without even looking at him I said "that, your room"and I entered into mine but he followed me to my room.
"I am sorry really sorry, I was really busy, I tired my best but couldn't adjust my schedules that's why. Sorry dear, really I mean it" He really meant it, I could understand that from his words but I was angry
"Could you please leave this is my room. I don't want a stranger in my room, I don't even know your name. OK, Leave about just the name , I haven't even seen your face. I don't I think its safe to be with a stranger. So please get out". He didn't attar a word, but I was still murmuring. "Who am I, too you right, I was the fool, Who believe in you, Why did I wait for you, I even thought that your was the one for me. My sentence was broke with something soft touching my lips, Yes! he kissed me, It was so smooth I could feel it. Butterflies were dancing inside my stomach. It was after years, I felt something lovely near me. The last kiss I got was from my mother before, she left me alone but now I feel it, the care I missed for years, The love I was waiting for. Oh!! Fuck, lost in thoughts, I didn't even looked at his face.
I raised my chin. I was shocked even more shocked than the sudden kiss.
"Jeon Jungkook". I was frozen nothing else came out of my mouth. I was an Army, I loved JK's voice, his charms, his performances. I loved every members. Sometimes BTS made me laugh, helped me forget the pain, the struggles I was going through. They made me "love myself". the sentence "LOVE YOURSELF" made me more strong. Holy shit!!! Is this a dream. Yes it is. No other possibilities than that. This is fake, it can't be real. How can this be...