I thought that things would change in highschool. Lol, I was a foolish dreamer to think of such. Things became much worse. Life during my highschool years became much more worse than I could ever imagine. Infact it was the worst time of my life. There were different cliques all paired up in school. Among the boys,we had the most popular Frank Kingston of course,the popular,wealthy,spoilt kid that everyone wanted to be friends with. I still remembered how he humiliated me in fifth grade and said I would end up being poor just like my mother, pompous, spoilt bastard.I became angry anytime I remembered what he did to me in fifth grade. I was angry for many reasons. I was angry because he insulted me and I was angry at myself because I had a huge crush on him. Well, who wouldn't. I was fat and ugly but I had feelings too and I wasn't blind not to notice that Frank Kingston was a tall handsome human with blonde, short hair and brown eyes.His eyes were hypnotic and he was sexy as hell. He knew he was very attractive and he was so proud of himself. Girls flocked around him like he was their last source of air which they needed to breathe. He was also the basketball player that every sane girl could die for,I wasn't an exception either. So among the girls, we had Ava Sinter who was also from a rich family and some girls who formed her clique were all around her. They were chatterboxes always talking about the latest hair or clothes or make-up kits or boys they went out with and planned to go out with. Ava and her crew with some other girls that were wannabes formed the cheerleading squad for the basketball team and they did this in order to get closer to Frank who used up the opportunity well. In school I felt like I was in a world different from the one I know when I'm at home. At home I was accepted the way I was,I was genuinely loved and cared for by my mum but in school I felt this dark cloud over my head following me to wherever I turned to. My mum was worried about me and kept telling I was beautiful. She always asked me how school was and why I didn't bring back any friends home. How could she know, how could I tell her I was unwanted in school, I was nobody's friend, I just said a few hi's to very few people who were almost treated like me but were not called fat and ugly. They just were not from rich families just like me and we were the invalids in Sona high school.
Life just continued and slowly became a routine because I wasn't even noticed. At least I had peace of mind and nobody made jest of me or called me Fat and Ugly. Maybe everyone had suddenly become so matured and all. That's what I thought and I told my mum that nobody called me Fat and ugly in school recently. She was glad about the changes, I too, very glad.
So im just sitting down here on my own in the library, reading when someone drags out the chair opposite me and sits down. "Oh my God" I whispered under my breath as I raised my head to see who sat with me and I couldn't believe my eyes. It was Fuckn' Frank Kingston. I couldn't believe my eyes. He was typing something on his phone then he looked up and smiled at me. Oh Gosh my cheeks were pepper red, I was blushing. Frank smiled at me. I instantly forgave him of what he said to me in fifth grade. Foolish teenage girl in love, that was me. I lowered my eyes back to my book but damn it if I even saw what I was reading. "Hi" he said. Well my blood froze. I froze for a second before I stammered a very low "hi". I just focused on my book still unfocused because Holy crap! My crush was sitting directly opposite me at a very close range, pressing his phone and I could just inhale his cologne till my belly was so full of him. Not as if I was satisfied though. But I was giddy inside. My inside had already turned to mush over and over again and I felt like a jelly fish. He didn't say anything to me again that day but I felt like I won a jackpot. Unfortunately I didn't have any close friends to tell this good news to and I definitely wasn't telling my mum that I even had a crush.