What? Touching my skin under my eyes with fingertips I realized my tears. When did it happen? For Rose? The girl laying on bed is my everything and today it's proof that she's my whole world. How can I let myself be so weak for a girl who hurt me? In one month she made herself my heartbeat and without her nothing is here. How can I fall for her when there's a condition of not falling for her? I love her.. since the first day we met. It's never painful.
"Sh..e. is fine? Right?" Krystal asked for oxygen which scared me. Why is she asking me oxygen.?
"Tell me." Coming closer to her I touch her with my shaking fingers. She's not waking up.
"Theo take Mr. Ronald outside for a minute." Neil came with oxygen and everything happening in front of me. I feel so weak. She put an oxygen mask on her face.
"Why did you?"
"Mr. Ronald, she needs some breath. It's temporary, nothing much. She's fine." When they left I sat near her. For a second my whole world stops moving. Watching her unconscious on the floor I stopped breathing for a moment.
"Hey get up! It's me." She's taking long breaths. Her hand is cold when I take it in mine. How I'm going to tell her about what I plan? She is never going to forgive me. That's matter now? Yes because my plan did not fall for her but I did. My heart betrayed me. From the day first I fell for her hard. Even though she lied to me, her lies never came between my love. Her Innocent is the most dangerous weapon that stole my heart.
"Get up please. I have little time with you. Let's spend time together happily." Watching her closer, I don't know when one hour passed. One hour later her eyes open but immediately widen.
"Ron.."
"It's okay you're safe." Touching her soft hair I try to feel her touch.
"I'm sorry." She gets up and throws the oxygen mask aside. When her body came in contact with my contact a sensation of calming ran in my heart. She's fine and safe.
"Are you okay?"
"I want a bath." She mumbled over my shoulder.
"Not now just stay like that." Hours passed but we lay on bed until she fell asleep. After she woke up I carried her in my arms and we came into the bathroom where I filled the bathtub with water. She threw her clothes in front of me without hesitation and sat in the tub.
"I'm so scared when I can't breathe. Like I'm never going to see you again." She started crying. Shit! Taking off my clothes I came into the tub and sat behind her.
"Lay down." She did and her skin touched mine.
"Don't worry you're never going to get rid of me. I'm your shadow baby." We both sat like that for a minute until she spoke again.
"What if we separated again?" Fuck why she's talking about separation? I opened my mouth but nothing came. My heart already knows there's separation in future. Today or tomorrow..
"Don't worry we'll meet again." Suddenly some water hit my face and broke my imagination.
"Hey!" Then again and again.
"Seriously!" Her giggles that's what I want to hear now ringing in the whole room. Her naked body turned towards me.
"Don't leave me." Her action stops when my arms circle around her body. Skin to skin in water was nothing more than a pure touch. This is the time that someone is here with me. Actually she's giving me new first.
"Never." After bath Krystal came with some food. Rose ate and went to the library. She's absolutely healthy and feeling well. Don't know how much time she spends in Library. My eyes on my watch while waiting for her. In frustration I left the office and in the library I found her watching our pictures.
Fuck
"I remember when we took this picture. Dad wants me to go with him but it's your birthday. We always celebrate our birthday together but that time I gave you this picture. You celebrate with my picture. It's my favorite." She's so cute as an eight year old girl. That time was just something else. Going together or coming home together was a habit. We want each other every time.
"This is your bracelet. You came into my room but as soon as you saw me shirtless.."
"You're so popular among girls. They told me you looked handsome without a shirt. But they're wrong. You're god." Look at her how blushing she's now.
"That stone you.."
"Oh god!" I laugh hard.
"Seriously Mrs. Ronald you're covering your face after we spend
naked night. Remember the night when I came into your room. We kissed on your bed and I let you touch me." Biting her lips she looked at me with begging eyes. Wait! Does she want me?
"You dare to open my zip." Her eyes land on me while biting those glossy lips. She dare now again. Without breaking eye contact she opened my zip.
"Pulling me out you take my cock in your hand." She did and my body jumped. Shit! Goosebumps run on my body and a chill hits me in the heat. Her chest rises and falls. That's it.
"How does it feel?" Feeling her soft hand on my cook, my body shook badly in lust. God did I ever get myself over from her?
No
"Heavy, soft." Eyes still on the floor like before. My hand holds the table in a tight fist when she runs her thumb over my crotch. I feel so hard and start leaking.
"Jesus stop it!" Her eyes rose and met mine. Flushed cheeks, lip in teeth enough for her to seduce me.
"Think about how I control myself at that time?" She's still running her thumb looking at it. On the other hand, she grabbed my heavy balls. Without listening to me she's stroking me slowly up and down. It's a full tease for me.
"Rose please." Did she do it on purpose? My ass touched the table when she pushed me a little. My breath was out of control. I want to be inside her.
"I never saw..."
"My cock?" Shyly she nodded but still stroked.
"What do you think?" Before she was done I stopped her. No one stops me but her health.
"Rose, stop whatever you're thinking. You're not okay right now. Don't ever think about me in your mouth." Her mouth fell immediately and her touch also. She zipped up after putting me inside. No one ever did it. This is also my first time.
"Sorry." She planted a kiss on my hand. Who's she?
"Let's celebrate our birthday together." Ahh.. what? But our birthday has already passed.
"Really?" Before I answer she speaks again. When did I say yes?
"Then we'll take pictures together and I'll bake a cake." Nodding, I take her in my arms.
"Ahh... we're doing whatever you want." We sat there for a few minutes. Every picture and story she explains is so beautiful. She's such a beautiful and mature woman. How can I get rid of her?
She left me and wentt into the kitchen where Krystal helped her. I told Theo and Neil to party. But they refused me. Then Kristy told me they want you to be alone with Rose. It's the first time we're happily celebrating your birthday. But I know a place.
"Where do you want to celebrate Mr. Ronald?" The smell of cake everywhere. I'm suddenly so hungry.
"Rose, I have something for you." When she's in the kitchen it's gone and collects some pearls that easily came on the beach. It's the first time I made something for her. It's not costly but when a simple thing touches her it's more valuable.
"Wow! What's that?"
"Come here." She came.
"Turn around Mrs. Ronald." She turns and moves her hair on the right side. As soon as my hand came in front of me I heard the voice that I never wanted to hear.
"Party without me."
No
Why is she here?
For separation
For destroying me
The necklace fell on the floor and shattered like my heart.