I need to sleep.
Fuck
Jesus
Why am I so irritating again? Tossing and turning have been happening for the past hour. Whenever I close my eyes, she comes to mind. Her beautiful skin and loud moans. The whole day was a mess, and my mind was still stuck around her. No one knows what that is. Someone mark her before me. I'm sure if I asked Neil, he would surely come back with some results, but I don't want to.
"Please let me sleep." Why does she keep coming to mind? Her thoughts woke me like an owl. We haven't talked since I left her. What if I called her now? Maybe her voice calms me.
No
Uhh, coming outside from my bedroom, I sit in the library to read a book. Placing one book in front of me, I try to concentrate on the words. Fifteen minutes passed, and my eyes still kept running on one line. My mind is trying to understand: What's the fuck written here?
"Sir." Neil entered the library. Maybe he saw the lights on, and that's why?
"What?" My words are a little hard for him.
"Sorry. I just.." He looked at me like I was a ghost. Yaaa.. whatever, look at me. What the hell happened to me because of one girl?
"Sir, we changed the code and security system." Nodding, I gave him a sign to go. Now I'm angry at my employees because of her.
"Wait!" He stopped and turned.
"Any call for me?" After my last call with Theo, I turned off my phone. Am I scared of talking to her?
"Yes sir. He said someone asked for you, but I forgot."
"Rose." My face lit up with her name. Fucker.. He stops and nods. I knew it. A smile ran down my face. Clearing my throat, I let him go.
When I came into my bedroom, I turned on my phone and called her. My heart... thump...thump... It's ringing, but...
'Uhh.. he..llo' God, is she moaning? It's a bad idea. Keeping my phone away, I looked at the screen.
'Rose' A loud sound came from another side. What the fuck? My heart stops, like something happened to her.
'What happened? What's that..'
'Ron, it's you?'
'What the fuck is that voice?' My heart is running fast. She's in danger.
'I fell on the floor after hearing your voice' A silence fell on both sides. Ask her if she missed you.
'I..'
'Are you okay?'
'Aren't you going to ask me why I left you alone? Don't ask.
'You need time to adjust yourself. It's difficult for you, too. You never show your pain, but you feel it. She understands me very well.
'I'm fine here. What are you doing?' We're talking like teenagers.
'Sleeping' Seriously, just look at the time, Ronald. She must be exhausted.
'I'm so sorry. I'm going to cut the ph..' Her words just stop my brain from working. She missed me.
'I missed you. Sorry, I have no right because it's just for one month, but you're not here'. Why don't you have rights? You're the one and only one who has the right to me.
'What you did to me if I'm there with you' Laying back on the bed, I waited for her answer. Let me hear what you want.
'I...'
'Yes' Tell me something, please. The night was also memorable for you.
'I want to repeat that night again.' Jesus... Jesus.. fuck, now I'm leaking. Suddenly, I feel just warm and hot. The whole body starts burning.
'Rose, are you still in sleep?'
'No' Fuck this whisper. Why is she making me cry with her voice? I need a shower.
'You want that night again. Why do you want to repeat it again?'
'Because it was a special night for me. You're gentle for the first time. You left without paying. For me, it was also special until you left me on the edge of my seat. The smile suddenly fell when the wounds came to mind.
'Sleep well' Her sudden voice stopped me from cutting the call.
'When are you coming back?'
'Take care'
It's a relief after hearing her voice. Why don't I keep myself away from her? She's happy...
She wants to repeat that night again.
Why don't I want to?
Why?
Fuck I'm so confused. Just because every time I saw her skin, that fucker came to mind. Still, I'm struggling with her body language. My mind needs to change. If I stay here, my mind is going to explode. After changing clothes, I came out on the street in my expensive car and headed towards the club. I never want to go there, but right now it's the only way.
Dim lights and slow, sensual music are running everywhere. The club is not simple. Everyone came here to spend a restless night. I remember when my eyes were unable to give me sleep. Pleasure is the only way for me to go to sleep. But I can't even remember her face very well.
"Long time, Mr. Ronald." I know why I came here. Yes, it's been a long time since I spent my last time here with a girl who surrendered to me.
"Everything is okay here." The host gave me a room key.
"Yes sir. Your room is ready. You can choose a girl because you are our VIP person."
"No need. Send anyone." She put a stamp on my wrist, and I walked into the room. Opening the door, I found a girl more than 25 years old sitting on the floor, facing the wall.
"You're new here." Seriously, I knew every girl from here. Every girl throws herself and dies for spending the night with me, but there's only one girl I sleep with.
"Yeah, sir."
"Why are you here?" Taking off my coat, I put it aside.
"I want money." The same answer again.
"Fine makes me forget, and I pay you triple. Remember the rule. Don't cry, don't be scared, and don't shake. One move and you're out."
"Yes sir."
"Now strip."
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