There is a problem with me. His influence is still present in me. His emotions continue to move me. He was absolutely licking me today, and my body betrayed me. He remains by my side. God...
"Excuse me, I'm asking for coffee." A frustrated consumer gave me a frustrated expression. What took place?
"Huh? Sure, of course, just a moment." Pay attention to your task. Put him out of your mind. He is acting in a different way. His glances arouse some emotion in me. My heart first began to race when I realized I was in his bedroom, lying on his bed. My attire was on the chair, and I was covered in a blanket. I can smell him. My discomfort was the second thing I became aware of. I'm not sure what happened after drinking. Just a few, appreciate his gentle touch and words. On his flesh, I kissed him.
"I'm running behind. I require some coffee."
"Rose, feel free to go there. I'm in charge of it here." Everyone saw how odd I was. They stared at my attire with awe. It is, allegedly, designer clothing. Then why has he started to buy me expensive clothing? No, it's normal, but my jaw fell when I noticed a tag on some clothing. It is pricey.
If I sold this clothing, I could possibly cover my two-month rent. I moved everything into my new apartment today. It's an antique building with ten floors. Yet, as of late, I live much the same way. It is outdated and inexpensive, with only a bedroom, a bathroom, and a little hallway. Thank God, nobody was in bed when I was last there, so I only need a few things for the kitchen and bedroom. Ronald probably doesn't know about this, and I don't want him to. It's now time to keep everything hidden from him. Now that my portion of the money has been paid in advance...
"Order for table number five." I was handed a platter with some donuts and black coffee on it. I laid my tray down at table number five after finding it.
"Good day, Rose." Between picking up the cup and setting it down on the table, my hands get frozen. Laura is clearly wearing extensive and inexpensive makeup as she sits here. My day is currently getting worse.
"Why are you here?" I questioned her furiously.
"What? To help you relax, I'm here." What?
"What does that imply?"
"It implies." The coffee cup I was holding is now on her lap after she extended her hand. What in the world? Together, we leaped.
"What the hell did you do? Do you realize how expensive my suit is? You bitch..." Come here, then, with a strategy. preparing to ruin my life once more.
"It's not done by me." I shook my head and tried to defend myself. Everyone seated in the cafe saw our drama.
"Where the hell is the manager?" She first hurls coffee at me before apologizing for her behavior. Avoid debating with me.
"The manager should be here right now." My supervisor arrived while she was yelling. All eyes are on me. She had everything prepared to send me away from this place.
"Mam.."
"Be quiet! If you don't get rid of her, I'll wreck this place. You don't recognize me?" She is now pressuring him to demonstrate her high social status. Excellent; continue.
"I haven't done anything wrong." Here, I have to defend my employment.
"Rose, look at what happened on your first day. I don't want any drama here, you see. I'm sorry for your loss, ma'am. Please pardon us." She approached me head-on.
"Get rid of her."
"Yes, ma'am." My job and she both left. I attempted to speak with him after she left, but he was unreceptive. She now wants me to travel. I left work and went home. After some sitting and moving around, I suddenly felt panicked when I realized I was alone in my flat. I work a lot and just have one job. Jessie's birthday is quickly approaching, but I have no money. How am I going to pay for half my rent, groceries, and other expenses?
After I start cleaning my home, my stomach begins to grumble three hours later. I have no idea what to eat, and I'm really hungry. I placed some items before heading out to do some shopping. After two hours of shopping, I had just $5 left in my pocket.
My nighttime shift began with me feeling really hungry and exhausted. My physical condition is not good. I should do a self-check now and then, but because I no longer have a job, I have no resources for doing so. I don't like loud music or touching people. As my shift was over, I noticed Ronald's car outside. For me, he is here. But when Theo emerged, all of my joy was gone.
"Mr. Ronald.."
"He is not present. He's out of the country for a meeting." For me, he opens the door. Stepping aside, I kept my gaze locked on the seat. He sends me a car. Sure, but only if Theo is aware of my current residence.
"Theo, I can walk by myself." He turned to face me and shrugged.
"I apologize, but it's an order." No thanks.
"I can travel alone. You may leave." Yet when we both stand, we turn to face one another. Right now, this is the only option. He leads me to where I formerly lived as I sit.
"Where has he gone?"
"Somewhere." He doesn't want to tell me, okay? Even if he isn't here, I can still feel his presence. He occupies this chair here. He would occasionally touch this or that. His fingers...
"Be quiet, Rose."
"Miss Rose: You mentioned something." I shook my mind and focused on the passing scenery outside. The road's patch of snow gleams under the lights. I can't remember when my eyes closed from fatigue while I watched outside. The automobile abruptly halted, bringing me back to the present. He brings me here to my former flat while we are outside.
"Thank you, then." When exiting, I wait in position for him to go. Please leave.
"Please enter, Miss Rose." My mind is racing with frustration. I want him to leave since my body is already not feeling better and my head is spinning.
"You move ahead." I try to smile. He gave me a serious expression as he regarded me. Well, I won't go.
"Okay, I'm leaving. Good night." I entered and took a position behind a pillar while waving and grinning. Once his car had left, I went outdoors. When I get home, I don't eat. Yet I was unable to fall asleep because of my stomach. I waited for his call or message the entire night, but neither came. I only have one choice.
Dream
The following morning, I awoke feeling quite weak and worn out. I had a glass of water for breakfast, and now I'm prepared for my objective for the day.
Job
Really, I need a job. The previous time, I gave up in my town, but never here. I have a lot of opportunities, yet nobody here knows who I am. My goal begins with anticipation and concludes with disappointment. I wasn't hired by anyone, or all jobs are located in New York City. I returned home empty-handed and was greeted by my history once more. Staying outside in the cold while begging for food
"What can I do?"
Yet I have no idea how hard the second bomb struck me when I arrived at my second shift. I was kicked out due to my inappropriate behavior. They believed that the incident in the club last time was my fault, but I had actually just protected him from Jenna. What if Theo told him, though? Ronald thought I was stupid for being unable to secure employment on my own. Theo is now my issue. I'm going to be taken home by him.
I wait while seated near the park. During a chilly night with a hungry stomach, my body temperature drops after five or six hours. I desperately needed food and a warm place to stay, but with empty hands, nothing was so simple to obtain. Leaning forward in thinking, I focused on the floor and noticed a paper on which someone was asking for assistance with a party. There are quite a few writers. After picking up the newspaper, I called the individual, who instructed me to arrive the next day before six. I only worked for a day, but now I have some money for meals.
"What are you doing outside, Miss Rose?" What drew me here? Always, my thoughts are elsewhere. He never missed me or gave me a call. Suppose I can't... While my mind was racing with Ronald's ideas, my body leaped in time for Theo's speech. He's looking at me bewilderedly. He located me once more. How dare he snoop on me, God?
"Nothing, I.. let's go." He drives me home, then departs. Now that I've used all of my strength, I appear to be dragging myself along the road. I continued walking till I could see the street next to my house, despite the ache in my legs and complete exhaustion. My health isn't as good as I thought it was. It appears that after eating two days ago, I am now a beggar. I arrived at my house after fifteen minutes. But before I unlock the door...
"Miss Rose?" My hand froze in the center.
Oh No