Chapter 50
Never giving up on the person you hold dear, is like letting go of fear. I promised Noelle I wouldn't let go of him. Perhaps, I promised myself that as well. Never letting go of the love I've had for him all these years, made me capable of giving Xedjedy another chance. I wanted to love him without fear or even a second thought. Love is something even human frailty can never bound. That's the type of love we've got.
So as years passed and we continued to grow in love with one another. Suddenly losing him was such a mind numbing tragedy, that even taking a breath was painful. I remembered that rainy day as he spoke to me about leaving for the United States. He was so ecstatic that I couldn't voice my fear of him leaving. The fear of losing him.
