I always have to put a smile on my face
even when I don't want to put a smile on my face, I have to. for my parents and for strangers when i am not even fking happy, I have to fking smile all the god damn time. I did not even wanted to but had to all thetime but it's good for business they say. I need to be a good girl they said
but it make me realize that I can smile for real not this fake bullshit