soo here is the truth I been keeping for 5 years. No body will believe me at all, they like to spend rumors and be cruel to me for telling the truth.
so here it goes.....
Virginity
That I wish i had back from
Him but i can't
I wish i didn't lie to people
Saying that i was a virgin
But I can't get that back
At all
I wish I said something to
Someone but I was scared to
Because
He was going to do something to me
And my family
I am really sorry that I was scared to do it
The other day I did tell someone
And it was my grandmother
And my grandmother was mad at the fact
That I didn't tell her at the time
She said our family would of done something and she told me why I did not tell anyone that I got raped....
I was scared of your guys life so I didn't say anything
it did happen 5 years ago
I was fucking 16
I should of done something but I didn't
A FAKE FRIEND
April forced to come to her house in the beginning and in the end too to I was a bad person and if I didn't go to her house, she will came by to my house and tell lies to my mother to get me in trouble but at the time I thought she was a good friend but I know now in 2021 and her friend Lisa is immature n she is a child and came at me asking and telling at me, y did I said that her bf raped n I said I didn't say anything about ur bf n her bf is my friend and lisa called me a slut and I am not n that hurts because you thought you used to know someone that you care about. but they want to be cruel and be a backstabber n spend rumors when you are not in new york state anymore they always have rumors bout you and your family and April Scott and lisa wheeler are on fb and rumors too but I have not done anything to make them put rumors on me when I am in Indiana and plus I was back home in Binghamton NY USA and I was nice not mean rarely and I was sooo sick of April's Stuff that I went off on her bc she wants me in her house next damn weekend and week and summer n holiday. I never get a break from her at all bc I want to get a break from her so I called her names n I insulted her bf and she got me in trouble with my mom and she told my mom that someone passed away but she was not acting like someone passed away she was at a party with our friends and she gets mad at me for not wanting to hang with her that's some bs. and it's not my fault your bf wants me not you bc he said you are not his type you are ugly and your teeth is messed up he said to me and I was a real friend at I did not let that stop me from being your friend but clearly we weren't friends at all at the time
I hope you have a good life without me in it
THE CUT
rumors done it for me
I started cut deep into my skin to stop the pain of the damn rumors and the bullying too
I was a nice guy that I didn't do anything to deserve this
but I will take this L
I almost kill myself with the cutting edge of my body and soul
if I didn't stop I would not be here right now telling you this, nobody was there for me same for my bestfriends
one said if I dont stop she will not be my friend anymore later she replaced me with my cousin and that hit home for me
and my other ex bff, he pushed me away over the truth I told him but he wanted to believe anothers than me so ya
I lost my friends when I did cut myself but some didn't believed the rumors so there is that
cutting is not a good idea to do guys
so people said that I am stupid and naive and worthless and no one will love me at all
and i should just die alone in hole cus no one wants me
sorry for the bad words in this novel
My life
3 or 4 years ago before I came here to this different state. I was a happy kid, i did good in school, never been bad in school, only skip school for one period of class then i came back. But sometimes i don't come back. I had a lot of friends. Everybody knew me, good kid, one of the cool kids, funny one to be around, nerdy kid, people loved me. Some people hating me, anyways back to the story. It was the year 2017 just moved here from Binghamton NY. May 5 or May 10. we got a beautiful house. And the night we moved in. there were a drive-by and a lot of them. A person down the street from us found dead in their yard. One month went by, it was July 31, 2017. My brothers and I got new schools, me and brother ian got this new school called Arlington high school. We were new. And he made a lot of new friends, and well i didn't make any new friends easily, 'cus my mom put me in a really special class, i got put back with normal kids, and i got to my class it was ELA, i had to sit with this guy that nobody wants to sit with. 'Cus he was a creep, and a stalker, and i didn't know at the first but i became this guy's friends' friend 'cus i was a girl and they were all dudes and like hitting on me, and this guy that is a creep. He started to bully me and mess with me, every single day called me names a lot of them. And now in Shortridge high school, we are in the same classes and school. And he still does it. He looks at what i am looking at on the school laptop i am using and says this what are you doing on this?. And i told him i am doing my class work on it. And he started with my friends too, he looks at them like a stalker way, staff or teachers don't get the problem with him at all, he acts like he is a good kid, and nice around them like fr why are you on his side not mine?. And when someone caught him, he gets mad at them for telling teachers and staff about him. He cannot admit that he likes to mess with people, the name-calling he does, he likes to start bothering us, looking around over other people shoulders to see what they are doing on their's phones or laptop. And he thinks he is cool and that everyone like him but we don't at all.
Hello former classmates or students, my name is Aleighya rose devaul and i'm a 12th grader from here, i want to tell you all bout this guy that bully me for 3 years and now going to 2020, we had the same classes together until i told what he did to me and my friends. That made me do this. To tell all of you. I don't want anyone have to go through this, like i am right now with this dude. Anyways i am gonna be straight with you, okay this guy, but he likes to prey on people that are weak not strong and have nobody to help them or no friends at the time but he don't know this is karma for what he did to me and my friends. So that this person is stronger now than before, and have amazing friends on their's side. And he thinks calling people names, that it will hurt them, but it won't, and we are not gonna stand here n let him hurt us or anyone else anymore. We are stronger than that. And people know him call him a creep and a stalker a lot. And for example last friday at lunch time last period i have on A days with him, his friend sat at my lunch table and then he comes to try sit next to me to watch me on my laptop, so i always move myself from the problem, so there are no fight between us, but this time he came and i said to my friend i am gonna move to a different table. And he always say this shit to his friends 'why the N-word every time i come close to her, she have to close her laptop, she is on, and say 'i am gonna leave' and oh i am a girl like to go on dating sites to hook up or meet people and date them, and i said while walking out the lunch room, ' you should not be talkin', 'cus you are 18 bout to be 19 years ago n have a 14/15-year-old girlfriend from discord. Then he called me a bitch and a slut, and then he said run along or go, i really couldn't hear him cuz i left the lunchroom. Because this started he started me to the point i was yelling or being loud in the lunchroom. Cus he was pissing me off, i was trying to stand up for myself. But it failed badly, i told people bout my bully but they didn't listen to me or do anything bout it at all. They give me looks like i did something wrong for real. Like the fuck?, and my bully is skinny as fuck. But he picks on me for no reason, i was new to Indianapolis IN from Binghamton NY if u don't know him it's okay and people that know him are probably reading this. And he knows who he is and he is probably reading this rn like u guys are, so idc if he does any more stuff to me.
My life 1-22-2020
3 or 4 years ago before i came here to this different state. I was a happy kid, i did good in school, never been bad in school, only skip for one period of class then i came back but sometimes i don't come back to school. I had a lot of friends, everybody knew me, good kid, one of the cool kids, fun to be around, nerdy kid, people loved me, people wanted to be with me a lot, or date me. And some people hated me. But anyways to the story. It was the year 2017 just moved from Binghamton NY, to Indianapolis In. May 5 or May 10, we got a beautiful-ish house and the night we moved in. there was a drive-by and a lot of them, and a person down the street from us found dead in their yard. One month went by, it was July 31, 2017. My brothers and i got new schools, me and my brother ian got this school called Arlington high school by now it's a middle school. Anyways we were new, and he made a lot of new friends and well i didn't make any new friends easily, it has hard 'that what she said'. Cus i got put in really special classes with special needs students. But then i got put back in normal classes with normal kids, and i go to the class what it was. Was English, and i was new to this class so my teacher put me to sit with this guy that nobody wanted to sit with. ' cus he was a creep, and a stalker, and i didn't know at the time but i do now but i became this guy's friend's friend if you know what i mean. But anyways 'cus i was a girl and they were all dudes and like hitting on me, this guy that is my bully now and a creep. He started to bully me and mess with me, every single god damn day, he clls me names a lof of them. And now in this other school called Shortridge high school, we were in the same classes. And he still does it. He looks at what i am doing on the school's laptop. And ask me what are you doing on this?. And i told him i am doing my class work on it. And he says that i am lying what i am doing but i show him what i am doin. This idiota is stupid ass hell. Week gone by, and he starting up with not just me but my friends like doing the same thing. And he looks at them in a stalker wa. Teachers don't get the problem with him at all. He acts like he is a good kid or nice to be around. But when someone tells on him, he gets pissed off or mad at them for telling someone the truth n about him. But this fucker cannot admit to this at all. That he likes to mess with people, and the name-calling he does, he likes to start bothering us with his stupid ass questions, and looking around over other people shoulders to see what they are doing on theirs phones or laptop. And he thinks he is cool and that everyone likes him but we don't at all.
Hello former students, my name is aleighya, and i am a 12th grader from here at shortridge, i want to tell you all about this guy that bully me for 3 years and now going to 2020. We had the same classes together until i told what he did to me and my friends. That made me do this, to tell all of you. I don't want this to happen to anybody else in the near future. Like i am right now with this dumbass guy. Anyways i am gonna be straight with you, okay this guy aka my bully, he likes to prey on people that are weak not strong and have nobody at first to help or no friends at the time but he doesn't know this but this is karma for all the time that he was a jackass to me amd to my friends. So that this person is stronger now than before, and have amazing friends and family on their's side. And he thinks callin people names, that it will hurt them, but it won't, and we are stronger than him, and we won't let this happen to anybody else. And people know him called him a creep and stalker alot. And for example 2 fridays ago at lunch i have on A days with him, his friends sat at this table- unclam table that nobody owns it's just a fucking table dumdass. Anyways i am at. Then two mins later this fucker shows up like he owns the fucking place, i have my lunch with me. So i told my friend 'i am gonna move to a different table'. So i dont be in a fight with this fucker. I always do this at lunch when i see him so there are no fights between us, but this time, he came to this table and he started shit with me and then say this shit everytime to his friends, why this nigga every time i come close to her, she have to close the school laptop, she is on' and say ' i am gonna to leave' and 'oh i am a girl likes to go on dating sites to hook up or meet people and date them'. And i said while walking out the lunchroom. 'You should not be talking, 'cus you are 18 bout to be 19 but u have fucking 14-year-old girlfriend from discord'. Then he called me a bitch and a slut, and so many more names. I just don't remember them. And he said ' run along or go'. I really couldn't hear this dumbass, cus i left the lunchroom. 'Cus this started to piss me off to the point i was yelling n being loud in the lunchroom, 'cus he was pissing me the fuck off, i was trying to stand up for myself. But it failed badly. I told people bout this fucker but they didn't listen to me or do anything bout it at all. They give me a look like i did something wrong for real, like the fuck? And this fucker is skinny asf, sorry not sorry but i am gonna fucking roast him but i wanted to so ya, anyways he picks on me for no reason. I was new to Indianapolis from Binghamton, new york. If you don't know who he is it's okay and the people that know who he is and he knows who he is. And he is probably reading this rn. Like you guys are, so i don't care if he does any things to me, 'cus you are gonna know if he gonna do anything to me at all. And one more thing on January 27 or 27, i don't remember which day but anyways we had a meeting together, and we took turns talking and he said that 'his mother teach him better to not pick on a girl' and to say bad words. And i was saying to myself, fucker why the fuck you lying to them bout this? Why can't you just admit that you are doin all this? And it was my turn to speak i get that he likes to look on what i am doing but it's weird AF. And he said that he is texting his mom but it was a lie to cover up the fact that he is texting his girlfriend bout me. Like the fuck. And then then we left the room to go to our classes, and it was 3:53 i was still talking bout that he was straight up and lie to the teachers.
And My bully is still bullying me on online though our friends when we aren't even in high school at all and plus the another day my friend told me to make up with him to be friends with him and I don't at all
Ps this is not a last letter shit, at all so ya, i hate trying to stand for myself from bullies. Plus i hate talking bout this to people. So hear this story
I am sorry if it's a repeat
Beautiful but damaged She knew she was not perfect For the one she loves n wants forever And the one she loves asked her Is she in love She wonders bout life with him