(NOTE:-
Now on the story is from that little girls pen.... )
All between these already 9 years passed and I and Now I am in my teen age, Now I became 13 years and also got my 1st mentruation just before 1 month ago. Now I am staying away from my home and family with a secret identity. In all these years many things happens with me and my family. And I don't actually know how more struggles and miseries aee awaiting for me.
tring trimgggggggggg......
Ahh...??? this alarm stop just stop I have been already waken up stop it..
pause.. seeeee...
Oh my god now relief..
ohh It's already 4 Am let's sleep some more times.
After that I started to dream..
The sun poured through my window. Another day had dawned, bringing with it new hopes and aspirations. The warm warm sunlight creeps through the window lazily. The fantly intoxicating smell of the coffee from the kitchen invites ,ask me to get and freshen up, All sudden I realize someone back at my side. His smile is as bright as the stars. I said my heart to open the story book and flip to the next page that means in my dream I ordered my heart to recognize that mistrious person.
I said that person If the coluds cries, the wind will blow him dry and He asked, if the wind sighs, how will it be consoled? I laught and didn't give any answer. I said adult boy don't be silly . I saw out side the window and said
Oh, outside the window the skies are clear I just want to hold on to your back and not let go, I will hold ur hand and pull uh toward me touch ur body with my body and hug uh tight. I will give a rose to uh and touch the corner of ur sweet and cute lips after rising my feet upwards to uh my rosey colour ,feathery soft, fruit smell and cake like lips. I will suck ur lips and lick ur toung and I will continue this.
But why do beautiful things always make us sad?
I am only afraid that every time that you will turn away. I will think that I saw tomorrow's vibrant sun with a sorrowfull dream. Then he come towarda me and said me I will be yours forever and never let uh go all of sudden rain started in my that dream and I saw that where I am living it looks alike a heaven. I can hear the sound of rain and the creeping sounds of bird. I opened my door and walk toward the outdoor I was there are many flower plants present both the side of a small street to a big gate in that garden there are many types of trees without only flowers there the birds are singing and the butterfies are mating flowers are kiss each other like they are saying us to have a romance I ran toward the back door and I saw I am in a place like the up side of a waterfall the falling of water saying me to stay threre forever and started to enjoy that circumstance and we started to cuddle.
All of sudden.. tringggggggtringgggg..
Ahh it's my alram.. I sudden wake up and look to the watch and it's 6 am I remembered I have to go school and my bus is going to arrive at 7 Am. The light of dawn seeped into my room. I rubbed my bleary eyes and walked to the window. There was a pearly glow in the sky.The first rays of sunlight lit up my room. The dawn chorus of melodic birdsong drifted in.Then I thought about to freshen up myself I went to my cupboard and picked of a sky colour towel. sky blue is just my favourite colour ever I am almost obsessed with it. Then I move toward the washroom brush my teeth, and took a shower I was standing under the shower and slowly I can feel that I just forgot every stress but how should I know that many more stresses are awaiting for me.when I came out the washroom I saw a middle aged women standing in front of me and my uniforma are on the bed with properly washed and ironed. she is Ammu with whome I stayed there for a long time. she takes every care of me and my father left me with her and made me understand for what I can't reveal my real name. Yes,Now I am not Addyanshi or Adda I am living with a fake identity and using fake name. I never mention my parents name instead I used to mention my guardian name who is Mrs. Amaya Singhania.
I used to live with Mrs. Singhania , her daughter Alisha Singhania she is younger that me and her mother divorced with Mr. Ashirbad Singhania through which my father ordered her to live with my brother and me and take care of us. we have everything But we miss our parents. After I dresses up Mrs. Ammu combed my hair because I don't know how to comb my hair. she also comb Alisha'pony tail on the other side our bust is bout to come and our bust stand is just some few meters away from our living place. we used to walk together to that place. After that we finished our breakfast. My brother Ar. is just 11 but he still now using to serve me breakfast we had our break fast say good bye to Mrs. Ammu and moved out to our bus station. we three are ever stayed like brothers and sisters and we always share our secrets to each other's. we don't have time to gassip in home because Mrs. Ammu is very possessive for us she ever behave like that her oxygen is us and she needed to listen our every talks. so when we go to school at that road we share our all secrets with each other. Even Mrs. Ammu keep us separate in study hours as we couldn't talk. we are living a zoombie life and no fun is there. we are just waiting when this school road movement will come I am in middle school and Ar and Ammu aslo in middle school they are in 6th standard and I am in 8th.That was the second month of our joining the New school. Then our bus arrived and we are share seats with our classmates. Ar is very close with his semi circle gang. Alisha is also with her friends and I have many friends but in Bus there were only 2 friends of mine. But they are just Everything for me. Between them one is my best friend and her name is Abhilipsha Arora nad another is Akanshya Chopra They are very sweet to me we are best friends. Then we start some chats with each other and them someone called me from my back Akio.!!? ...
I already changed my name to Addyanshi Rajput (Akio).