Kenneth's POV
Seated next to my angel is calming, soothing to be precise but I was nervous as hell. I wished I could open up to her and tell her everything weighing me down. I wish I could at least talk to someone about my fears and talk them out but my boys were in another cabin. I didn't want to leave Lucy alone to go talk to them.
I guess I must have zoned out, and tensed in the process because I only came through when she put her soft soothing hand on me. She has always been able to calm my lion down. No wonder Zeus preferred her over that wannabe queen. Sometimes I wonder how, this usually only happens with real mates. She has the same pull intensity on us as a real mate. Could it be that she is our real mate? But why is it that Zeus and I weren't able to pick it like the rest of the weres when they finally meet their mates, except for I only felt this massive attraction?
That day when we met the first time I just felt a push to look into her direction, the moment I laid my eyes on her I couldn't take them off again. It was like I was glued to her and I had no choice but to walk right up to her and boldly ask her out. By then Zeus was dormant but didn't do anything dramatic that mates always do when they meet each other. Or was it because she is human or maybe because having real mates is slowly turning out to be a rare thing amongst my kind?
I shrugged off my thoughts as I concentrated more on my angel. "Babe, is everything okay? You seem kind of, tense if not extremely worried." She asked me. I sighed silently.
"I'm okay omalicha." I said. "I'm just nervous I guess. It's my first time going to introduce a girl to my family and I don't know how they will take it.. What makes me more nervous is how you will take it yourself. There's something I haven't told you about me, I wanted you to see it for yourself and make a decision whether you want to be with me or not after seeing it." I told her.
She immediately looked scared. I could feel the tension through her hand. Though I wasn't able to feel her and know her thoughts through the mate bond, I could feel it through the spasms of her muscles. I knew she was trying hard to stay composed, maybe for my sake or maybe because she didn't want to worry herself much.
She caressed my arm and tapped on my shoulder and I turned to face her. She immediately wrapped herself around my arms and squeezed hard. Truly she is like medicine to me. I felt some of the tense muscles in me begin to relax.
"Ken, I want you to know that I love you with my soul, I won't promise you that I can't be touched by any circumstance but I'll assure you of my love and commitment to us. I'll do my best to stand by our love as long as you give me the reason to." She said to me, giving me an assurance that she will not give up on us that easily. That sure helped relieve me of stress.
She pulled back and smashed her lips on mine. I hungrily lapped at hers as my tongue found its way around hers tangling and untangling. It became a heated moment as Zeus took over control and wanted to swallow her lips. He was going crazy and wanted to make her ours and mark her. We pulled back for a breather.
We continued kissing but all of a sudden I smelled it, her strong arousal. The scent was sweet and alluring. Zeus's nose began twitching his ears perked at the back of my mind as he began prancing about.
I stood up and weirdly excused myself to go to the bathroom. I knew if I didn't go there, this stupid animal would want to take her right there and then and that would ruin everything. I was feeling so hot and wished I could take a cold shower but I knew that would make Lucy curious and inquisitive.
I needed either a cold shower, some cold air or think about something annoying to turn my thoughts back to normal and calm down my raging hard on. I settled on thinking about something annoying and that's when I thought about her.
I remembered her last attempt at trying to seduce me and it enraged me. Over these two years, Pat had tried all sorts of tricks to get me. But none of those ever involved what she tried doing in her last attempt.
When I thought she finally got it through her thick skull that I'm not interested in her, she pranced into my office, caught me off guard and took away what would have been the last dot of respect I had for her.
She came in wearing a nice coat. Of course she is beautiful and all but not as beautiful as my angel. She is more like plastic to me than natural whereas my babe is a natural beauty who never wears heavy plastered makeup.
She entered and locked the door. Furious about that, I roared as I asked her why she locked the door and she unashamedly said, "to give my pride and virginity to you." "What? Are you insane?" I had asked her. Just as I wasn't expecting it she tore open her coat to reveal her sexy lingerie.
I stood up and looked at her with a blank expression. I guess she thought that was cue that I was somehow "attracted"? But I had lost every fiber of little respect I had for her. "You know if you didn't do this act, maybe there would have been a tiny bitsy consideration for you in my mind, but now when I look at you, I see nothing but a whore. You better take your filthy self entitled royal self out of my office and never show your face to me ever again."
She was baffled. She did not expect that from me. She wondered why I would turn off her virginity, a girl's pride served on a platter to me. Only if she knew Zeus wanted to tear her apart and maul her disgusting shameless body she wouldn't wonder. He was as pissed as I was.
'Arrgh! Stop giving me a headache with those nasty thoughts dude. I don't wanna ever see that shameless bitch." Zeus growled at me. I knew that those thoughts would ultimately cool down his hormones as he got turned off. I chuckled as he cursed me and retreated to the back of my mind.
I smiled as I looked down to see my erection gone. I washed my face and went back to my angel to find her taking a nap. I hooked my arm under her and placed her head on my shoulder as I cuddled with her and took a nap too. Ours was a long journey ahead.