Ronin's POV.
Present day.
I had to make the deal. How do you think I was going to get all these girls trembling at my feet?
If I didn't make the deal then I wasn't going to be able to walk. I am paralyzed during the day and a handsome sex god at night. No girl can resist me. The reason why I made this deal was because I was tired of life. I wanted to end it. Let's see why.
Flashback.
"What?" My mum says while examining my legs.
"I can't move them. I don't know what's going on! Do something!"
Lisa tried to comfort me but there was no use. Chris got up immediately to check if he also got paralyzed. Lucky for him he wasn't. I threw everything around me anywhere. I was so devastated. This couldn't be happening. The doctors came and belted me to the bed.
Just wonderful. I'm paralyzed now.
I was discharged soon enough and taken back home. Everyone wanted to make me feel like I was normal but who were they kidding? I couldn't walk so my swimming and basketball career is gone down the drain. My whole life is ruined.
Chris and Lisa often came to see me. They would push me around in my wheelchair around the garden even though I could operate it by myself.
I know they wanted me to feel better but it just made me feel worse! They could walk and I couldn't. They could go anywhere they wanted to. I was going to be that crippled pitiful boy in college.
Lisa and I go back to my room after Peter left to you know! She helps me get on my bed and straddles me with my back on the wooden frame of the bed helping me to sit.
"Why?" I asked.
I had a lot on my mind and a lot of questions to ask her but why was just a vague question.
"Why what?"
"Why are you still with me?"
"What do you mean?"
"Why do still want me?"
"I'm in love with you Ronin! You being paralyzed just makes our sex more romantic now."
"What do you mean?"
She takes off her clothes and unbuttons my shorts and takes it off.
"It's been long since we did this."
"Yes it has my love."
She takes out my length and thrusts it in her.
"You're already wet for me huh?"
"Yes daddy!"
She begins to bounce on me. This was my first time having sex since I got paralyzed.
I held onto her neck making her moan a lot louder. She moved closer and whispered into my ears making me freeze.
This girl just knew my weakness.
I grabbed her neck tighter and pulled her closer to my face. I tagged on her bottom lip and she tagged on my upper lip. She slid her tongue into my mouth making our tongues roll against each other.
I pulled her in a little more taking in all of her. She goes down to my neck making me freeze again. If there's one thing that turns a boy on it's neck licking and hickeys. Let me just list them.
The first one is licking his neck while kissing him. Whispering dirty things in his ear during sex. Having a pony tail. Being dominant.
She took off my shirt and licked my chest. I pulled her hair back to prevent it from interrupting her.
I know this is a flashback but, I don't want to remember any of this because she was just a hoe. Let's skip to the reason why we broke up.
Chris and Lisa came over like any other day but she was having a hickey that I never remember giving her. What was going on?
"Where did you get this hickey from babe?"
"She's your girl man why are you asking her that question?"
"Stay out of this Chris! Where did you get that hickey!"
"Why are you raising your voice at her?"
"Why do you care? Were you the one who gave it to her?"
"I didn't!"
"Then why are you so concerned?"
She burst into tears.
Like a liar who had been caught. Slut.
"Why are you raising your voice at me Ronin?"
"It's just a question."
She was practically trying to make me the bad guy in all this. Women.
"Why will you ask me that? Don't you trust me anymore?"
"Lisa."
She run out the door.
"Way to go man." Chris says as he run after her.
Little did I know guys. Little did I know.
I know I had anger issues but I wasn't that angry this time. I watched them through the window and he was hugging her a little too tight. I couldn't read their lips from where I was.
He pecked her on her lips. Her lips! What the fuck!
I had to do something. I moved the wheelchair to my closet and picked out my gun. Someone is going to die today.
I rolled myself outside in my wheelchair and pointed the gun at Chris.
"You were my best friend man, I trusted you. You are the reason why I am like this today and then after that you go behind my back and steal my girl?
Are you fucking serious? And you too Lisa, I gave you my all, I did every fucking thing for you and this is how you repay me? You disgust me! He was the one who gave you the hickey wasn't he?
I used to worship you Lisa. Guess what? I'm over you now. You both can rot in hell together."
"Ronin! What are you doing? A peck on her lips and a hickey on her neck is nothing."
You see that thing he said is what pissed me off.
"The audacity! You have the audacity to open your mouth and say this. I thought we were brothers man. You knew I really liked her! You knew the plans I had for her, my future with her, yet you stabbed me in the back like this.
You were like a brother I never had. We've been best friends since we were an hour old. Your mum and mine planned our births. They planned our births so that we could be best friends from the beginning.
They did that so that we could be best friends from the beginning. They did that so that we could be the best of friends from the beginning. They did that so that we could be the best of friends man."
I repeated that so many times I lost count.
I could see Chris began to regret what he did. I could see tears in his eyes but I didn't care.
"Ronin please just put the gun down and let's talk this through."
He didn't even say anything after that. He just kept on looking at my face with guilt written all over his face.
"Now isn't the time to talk Lisa. My girlfriend and my best friend. The only two people in this world whom I loved and trusted."
"Ronin! What are you doing are you trying to kill them?" My mom came running from her car.
Lucky motherfuckers!
She took the gun away from me and I couldn't help but just go back into the house. I felt vulnerable and weak. Days ago I was the most popular and most feared senior in school. Now I'm just some sad paralyzed boy who has nothing to live for.
I watched my mum talk to them from my window and I could see Chris steal glances at me. He knew he messed up and he knew I wasn't going to forgive him easily.
I had nothing to live for now. I had lost everything.