Expectation and fear went hand in hand while Xiulan was going to the rooftop of Quartz hotel where Jianyu was waiting. The expectation was insane because she expected him to feel regretful for refusing her confession and to make up with her since he also had her in his mind. Fear was forthcoming because the reason for this meet-up might be to apologize to her for the kiss. She found the latter one revolting and disappointing. If he really did it, the only perk was it would help her forget him better for him being such a cowardly scaredy-cat.
On the other hand, Jianyu was determined to make her his. Since he got a taste of her, it was more than hard to get over it. He was a fool to reject her proposal in the first place. He would apologize to her until she was satisfied.
