Journey to happiness and peace

My childhood tells the girls biography of her childhood and how she struggled how her pain was and how her family treated her how she was left alone how she would crave for happiness but never found it how she was beaten up brutally every day how she use to find ways to kill her self and how she could ran away from where she was I she used to talk to her self to calm her down when she had anxiety and stress how she was told that she is a burden and that she is better dead rather than alive from her own family members