Hi everyone, It's me Manoj. I born in simple typical family. My family is joint family. Our family condition become so worst because my father don't want to work for earning. Also many times he became sick and some serious disease. I start study in sixth class from govt school. my friends took expensive items. I could not afford this tipe things So I start live far from friends. Due to my situation I started crying every night. I always live sad. some boy asked me to why so sad. if any body ask about my family I going to cry.
In 9th standard I start playing with some new friends. Then I go to play basketball. But I didn't perform good. My stamina is so weak. Due to conditions I leave it. After 12th standard I think I stay with my study for 1 year. I do earn money for study. But I bro said you should do polytechnic diploma. It's cheap and after that you could got job. So, I decided to do diploma. I got admission in automobile engineering. Now I feel bore. I became sad. I think I should stay with my study. But now I got late .So I done my diploma. but I didn't get any jobs. I tried many times but I fail. failure become part of my life. I start to do labour. after 2 year I got job for trainee. but I dissatisfied with my life.
Another dissatisfied point of my life is that in my mind piercing attraction so much. but I can't unable to do .I always try to watch piercing girl photo. I live far from home for job. Then I started applying piercing to myself. but unfortunately I don't wear long. I decided to become tattoo artist but fees is so high to learn tattoo. This time I unable to understand what I do. How to service. another problem is family. How to recover from Poor condition. Now I try for solutions but I fail again and again and again. I failed. I think my life failed.