"N-no... no... this is wrong... I..." Ryley stammered, his shaky voice eventually cracked as tears slowly rolled down his terrified eye. "T-The poison... it's still inside my blood... y-you will get hurt if we..."
The blond shook his head helplessly as he broke out crying. "We can't... I can't do this..."
How could he cause another pain for himself and someone who truly loved him like this?
How could he ever hurt Sean? He would only put Sean's life in jeopardy if he made love to him now.
The poison in his body would slowly weaken Sean and give him nothing but a living hell the same way it did that man...
As the vague memories of the past flashed In his mind, Ryley choked on his own tears and started hyperventilating without even realizing it.
Seeing the clear signs of panic attack, Sean immediately loosened his grip on Ryley's wrist and held his face in his palms, stopping the blond from breathing too fast by kissing him.