Lillian's mind was occupied with thoughts of Nesta and her recurring fits. As an unprivileged woman unlike her mistress, Lillian has experienced quite a number of things the high lords protect their families from. She has seen people with special abilities before and can tell when one is good or bad, but in her mistress' case, her abilities are neither good nor bad. At least they were yet to determine that since she kept experiencing different phases of her powers.
She could understand the reason for her fears, anyone would be scared of something they are unable to provide answers to. All these made Lillian feel a sense of responsibility to protect her mistress and keep the matter discreet. Determined to address the situation, she was set on finding Elara and seeking her cooperation in maintaining the secret.
