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Chapter 93 - An Idle Mind Is the Devil's Workshop

"It's totally fine if you don't want to go out with me ever again, I'll understand that I caused it. I'll look for other interesting things to back down over. And I will-"

James stops talking when he hears Jane burst out laughing like a madwoman. His face falls hearing her laugh and he feels rejected and cold already.

Jane feels the dark, cold, and dangerous aura coming from the abrupt stop when she started laughing, so she kept quiet, still sniffing her nose in as she struggled to talk.

"What's funny with what I'm doing here?" his voice has changed again.

And this time, it sounds more dangerous!

"Who told you anything that happened yesterday can cause me to not go out with you?"

There is silence between them. James trying to say something, but has no words to use, Jane trying to figure out why the change in his voice and why does he take little things so seriously.

{Just like I do}

"Yo-You will go out with me? Over what happened yesterday?"

Jane doesn't reply. She just stares at the phone intensely, trying to figure the words to use, and also how to disengage herself from this conversation.

'He is not a good conversant on the phone'

"Look James, how about you just focus on your business for now... Have fun there and... Be free, I'll be okay here"

James stares at the phone and feels like shrinking his eyes so he can stare at the person talking to him.

Is she serious?

Marisiana said a projector, he is using a phone, is it because he trusts her and does not think she needs monitoring?

"What does that mean?"

"Can your voice quit changing? Do you-"

"Do I what, Jane? Why does this always happen? Why is it whenever I want to make things right, you pick little things to provoke me the more, huh? What's with all the drama acts?"

He waits to hear her reply but it doesn't come soon.

But when it does...

"I don't mean to provoke you, I just..."

Jane blinks back the tears trying to escape her eyes, and with fury, she yells!

"I just feel scared of you, okay! I feel scared whenever you look like you're angry, I feel scared when you are angry... I feel scared whenever you make me think I am no one, James!"

Raven backs down unconsciously, letting the spirit of Jane take over. As it does, the memories of when they were still dating began to flock to her mind. Raven watches everything and starts to think!

Why didn't she remember this on the wedding day? Why now?

She would have used that against him and sue him if she had the chance to.

But you know what, all the memories don't match the type of person that he is.

As Raven watches the memories pass like she's watching TV, Jane's spirit starts to grow sober.

And like it's a demarcated section in the inner being of both James and Jane, Raven and Kancial cannot be able to communicate with the real personalities. They are on the right side while their real personalities are on the left.

The Creator made it this way so that Raven and Kancial take charge of their bodies without a fight over it. Plus, so that they won't influence the thinking of the two Heavenly Beings.

They can only see their expressions, nothing more...

Nothing less.

James can't believe his ears right now. Make her think that she is no one? He never thought...

"No one?" He whispers the question.

Jane felt a hole in her heart, that isn't what she planned to come out.

"I... I'm sorry, James. That's why I said you should focus on what you're up to. Just... Have a free time"

Jane doesn't wait to hear what he has to say before hanging up.

"Free ti-"

'HANGED UP'

Her eyes find their way to the bottle of alcohol or whatever it is and she shook her head. She does not want to have a taste of it, it makes her feel like she's overdoing things.

She corks it hard and places it back in the refrigerator.

She has nothing to do and that isn't good. She hates staying idle, having the reason that that the Devil can use an idle mind.

You know what they say

An Idle Mind Is The Devil's Workshop.

That's true. So true.

If she visits Kidan who just moved out, James may hunt him down and do away with him and his family and she has nothing to do give to any family, both from his side and from Katherina's side.

Cause it's obvious she's also looking forward to having her own baby one day. It's just that Mr. Always Busy seems to not have the time to give her one. That doesn't sound so good to her.

"What am I going to do now?"

Everything that goes on the head of Jane, Raven seems to just be about babies.

Until one hard thought hits her mind though.

Xuvicer... Is she really his daughter?

...

"Gardo!"

Clara grits her teeth in anger!

'How dare he ignore me?!'

She flaps her wings once, skyrocketing herself to stop Gardo.

She stops in front of him, making him divert below her.

"Ugh!" Furiously, she follows him and this time, Gardo had to stop when she came in front of him.

"Are you deaf!"

Gardo stares at her closely. He needs to get to the Creator to stop Raven from marrying Kancial as soon as possible.

Therefore, to do that, he has to deal with this pretty Angel first.

"Stay out of my way. This isn't any situation you can handle"

If Raven marries this Prince there is going to be war. A tough one.

The Creator should be aware of this and just...

Well, Raven is now an Angel. That reason alone gas caused do many things in Hasma and Hell so...

Marrying A Prince From Heaven Should Cause Worst.

"The fact you are now an Angel doesn't mean you are clean enough to go into the presence of the Creator. Do you know what Princess Raven passed through to get to Earth with her Prince?"

Gardo chuckles lightly.

So she's a Princess now? Both Angels and people on earth respects her, now?

The respect she never had in Hasma. The Respect rules that Ronhard always led other youthful Demons to break without looking back at them.

Not at the pitiful Princess.

"Raven..." he is tongue-tied and if his words are to come out, this Angel is going to melt within seconds.

"Raven is our Princess now. Soon, our Queen. You have nothing to do about that... "

Gardo smirks mockingly about this.

"Nothing, I say"