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Chapter 40 - That Fear

The head of Jane is filled with so many questions and her eyes are filled with confusion.

"Do you really wanna know?"

Raven says nothing but her eyes speaks for her. She really do want to know.

James enters the bathroom with a smirk on his face and that makes her to feel so...

So bizarre.

But before she turns her head to face the other way, half of the body of James appears again by the door of the bathroom and his hair is dripping wet. His abs makes the world of Jane to feel softened and Oh! Does she want to touch it or what?!

"How about we do this another way"

The voice of James isn't really the type to rely on. Like seriously.

"We bath together"

Raven nearly chokes on her saliva.

What?!

Kancial cannot believe his ears!

Did he just say that?! It'd be gross!

Plus, he has never done this and he prays that the Creator won't be angry with the way he's doing this, but that is how most men of Earth behave. And the man's body he is in.

James is very good when it comes to all these married-thingies. And he isn't.

But he just possess his spirit. Let the real man take over.

"Ummm... Is this a joke?"

"Will I say this if it is?"

The smirk on the face of Kancial leaves the clue to Raven that it is a joke.

Raven rises up from the bed and waving her hands at him in disagreement, she says:-

"Woah. You have to take this easy, we aren't rushing anywhere, James"

Kancial smiles. Though inside, he's burning like an incense. He can't believe he just said all of those.

The man spirit is starting to take over again. If Kancial allows this, he can imagine the suffering Raven will pass through if they actually go into that bathtub together.

Because men, is this man's heart filled with lust and a kind of desire that he can't really question.

Ya know... He's an Angel. Someone not experienced when it comes to the couple thingies.

Why does it have to be that way anyway? It sucks!!!

"You're right. There's no need to hurry"

The eyes of Jane calms down but widens when the mouth of James opens.

"Because the day it happens, you will be the one asking for it"

This makes the body of Raven to melt like a hot chocolate in fire.

Why are his words making her feel unbelievably despicable. And... It's like she desire whatever he's saying right now.

But why?

It's seriously unlike her. Literally.

"You... You can go have your bath now"

James stood there, half of his body appearing because he stood behind the wall that demarcated the bathroom from their main room, and he stares at Jane with tempting eyes.

Raven gets her eyes off his and sighs really deeply.

"I also need a bath you know. Can you please be fast?"

James says nothing but smirks as he enters the bathroom and closes the door.

"God, what have I done?"

It feels like marrying this man was a mistake. A sorrowful one.

Raven lets her body fall on the bed in complete confusion. What was the so called love that she had for this man that made her marry him without knowing when. Her memory isn't complete and she needs to know why. Is it because she married this man or did he wipe her memory out of the love he said he had for her, when they went to some party and caught her talking to another guy?

That's the perfect reason for any guy to erase the memory of his girlfriend. Jealousy.

When they are jealous, they appear to not know what is what and who is who.

Ugh!

The hot steam from the bathroom, flows out from the little holes of the door and that gives a signal of James opening the door to exit the bathroom.

His bathing process is a fast one though, what type of bath is this anyway?

Silence reigned as Raven got up from the bed, got her toothbrush and with a little pinch of toothpaste on it, she headed to the bathroom to have her bath.

Kancial sits on his own side of the bed, releasing a deep sigh.

Why? In everyone that the Creator has seen, why this man? Why must it be this man that he must possess?

If he was the one to choose from the men on the surface of the Earth, the most suitable to possess, he'd pick the most hardest and coldest man on Earth.

Maybe the girl can soften the most hardest man on Earth.

But this James... That he now possesses...

Is more of the cold and unpredictable type, than a flirt.

If he is to let the spirit of this man take over, Raven won't be able to survive when they are on bed. Because the way he does his passionate thingies...

Is just too hard. He gets too possessive on bed, but when they are out, he will act like the woman he is married to is like a disgusting filth near him.

Why did the Creator, not think about that?!

Why this man and why this lady?

The opening of the door of the bathroom door makes Kancial to snap out of his thinking state.

Jane is aware that he knows she's out of the bathroom. But his expression isn't so good.

At least, it isn't the expression she saw before he entered the bathroom.

Does his expression change with every move he makes? Does bathing change his expression?

How come?

"Are you okay?" She asks with a shaky voice.

Kancial looks back at her. Slowly, his lips carves into a smile.

"Since when does little Miss Jane care about my welfare?"

Jane rolls her eyes and face the other side.

"Your face isn't so good. I wanted to know if I hurt you"

"Oh yeah you did. You didn't allow us bath together. A shame"

"I'm just not ready, yet"

"Oh yeah?"

The tune of Kancial makes Jane to turn to face him, relaxing her back on the wardrobe.

"Or you just feel shy about it"

Raven says nothing but just stares on.

He's saying the truth. She does feel shy about doing anything with him.

With the fear that he might not like what he see. Fear that her behavior in whatever he wants to do with her might be not what he expects.

She just feels afraid. Shy and not wanting to do what he wants because of the fear in her.

That fear... Why is it there?