I was in the 7th grade when I had my first crush on a girl, who was my classmate. She used to sit just on the next row and on opposite side. It was the starting of my session and at that time I really used to hesitate to talk to everyone in the class, even to the boys. Now the 1st semester has finished and even our exams got over, that day she asked me how my were my exams, I was really in shock that my crush asked me how were my exams and that day I decided to talk to her daily without any hesitation. After a week later we became friends and 2 days later we had a small trip to amusement park. There was a dangerous ride, we decided to go on that ride. First she hesitated to go then bit later she sat comfortably next to me. During the ride she was frightened a lot, so she hugged me and for her comfort we sit like that till the end of the ride hugging each other, after the ride she started feeling some attachment to me so we decided to roam around here and there holding each others hand in hand. After some time we reached to a place where there was no one, at that time we were looking into each others eyes without saying anything, nearly around 15 minutes passed out, I decided to propose her, then suddenly she kissed me, I was in shock that how could this be possible that she kissed me. Then after a while we decided to go back to school as our time was over. The next day like me even she was hesitating to confront each other, Then in our break time I decided to talk to her we talked about that moment past day and I said that I was about to propose her, then she said that it was just a mistake that we made, we just had the physical attraction, that time when she said this my heart really broke from bottom, I was in shock. That day I decided to first to tell the girl about my feelings and then go ahead with her.