CHAPTER I
PART III
Are you thinking that, this guys have gift having dream he wanted. Can it be possible?? Look not only it is possible but there are some people who can even do whatever they want in dream, some people can go to others dream, some walk in real life being in dream. People has just named it sleepwalking, dream Walker, sleeping talking and many more.there are many possibilities in this world and dream is fantastic world by itself.
After i got in addiction. I slowly started to lost contact with dream. how!!! Its become i started to live in trip world. I don't wanna remember what i lost in past in my life. I just wanna go on in deep inside myself where i can be happy by myself. where i don't need anything to be happy. But in society like ours its hard to get drugs too. We have to struggle everyday to get the drugs i use. even we weren't that rich to afford drugs everyday. But i wasn't that kind of person who loves to live in totally trip world. Little trip was enough for me because i learn to play the trip that i get from simple doses.
many of you are thinking now he is talking about drugs!!! what the mf. hahaha its is needed because of this trip i love to play just by simply dose. I found that people can stay in trip world by not sleeping. controlling sleep get me tripped out i feel so much fun in it. some time i take one and two pills and didn't sleep whole night so i can enjoy the trip i getting from pills. if we did sleep then tomorrow our trip would have been over. That why many people who are addicted don't sleep too much and too well.
Slowly I was getting more addicted day by day. sometime in a deep sleep i was raised by big vibrations from my heart. I can hear my heart beat loud and clear. dhuk dhuk dhuk dukh and open my eyes slowly i was so afraid of my own heart beat. i wasn't getting enough sleep I needed and i was getting woke up by my own heart. some night i couldn't even sleep because of my additiveness. I couldn't remember my dream, how could i remember my dream when i haven't seen it. I alway remember what i saw in my dream. But now i wasn't getting any dream at all.
Then in my life a great event happpen. many people won't even believe it. God, spirit, voices inside me, light in my forehead, third eyes and many more. This story will be in next book. I could do it through the help of God, that i have believed from so long.