A month pass as Zhao Ren was writing the book Lan' wonderland and is publishing it the same time as Life ending. Feng Han is now always hoping around his door when he visit his uncle. Though Zhao Ren is publishing it online, he didn't tell Feng Han so he doesn't know his author name to search his depressing books.
Today again, Feng WenLei came again. Feng WenLei confessed to Zhao Ren half an month ago. Zhao Ren didn't reject him but he didn't agree either.
Zhao Ren likes who handsome Feng WenLei is looking but he is still the protagonist. And he has 6 packs. Drooling, but he can't he a easy target. Don't you see slag before? If he can hold himself for three months then Zhao Ren will agree when he ask next time.
The original was not gay but he's not straight either. More like bisexual? He didn't find girl or guys attractive but if it a celebrity then maybe. So Zhao Ren think the original is bisexual.
"Xiao Ren~" Feng WenLei came in with a smile.
"No." Zhao Ren instantly said it.
"I didn't even say it. You're bullying your Lei ge~" Feng WenLei put a sad face so show Zhao Ren.
"...." how did you get so shameless that fast!?!?! It didn't even pass a month from when you confessed to me!!!
"I just want a hug~" Feng WenLei pouted his thin lips.
"... Fine." Zhao Ren gave up.
"Sign.... There is so many work to do..." Feng WenLei hugged Zhao Ren and rest his neck on Zhao Ren's shoulder. And whishered.
"..." Feng WenLei did seem to be pretty busy these days. Zhao Ren hug Feng WenLei back and Pat him.
"There there." Zhao Ren personality was not depressed before.
He got depressed because of his sister Zhao MiaoMiao. Zhao Ren treasure his moments with Zhao MiaoMiao a lot. Zhao MiaoMiao was his only family who even care for him before. When Zhao MiaoMiao started to distant herself from himself. Zhao Ren got more and more confused. And from the birthday, he got depressed. He felt like his only family is forgoting his existence. Then he tried to publish his book he wrote but was blackened by the reader of Zhao MiaoMiao's book. Framing him as the one who copied. He didn't understand why and wanted to talk to his sister. But he never got the chance as she demanded his book. And she moved away from. That old house they lived since forever from since there where kids. He couldn't deal with it and choose to suicide.
Depression got the best of him. Original was silent but he was more caring then anyone. He knows how much it hurts so he didn't what others to feel it. He tried his best. He felt like the future is ending but when he thought that he still has his older sister he'll be fine. But it was his own sister that give him the demise with her own two hands.
He thought that his sister is still a girl, hence he tried to earn money. Most of his money was given to Zhao MiaoMiao so that she can live will. So that she can be happy. But sadly she was greedy, so greedy that she took his life away.
The original was an idiot, not seeing things clearly. But he also was self-sacrificing for a covetous pig.
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Zhao Ren was trying new things that you can do at home for the past 2 month. Like sewing/crochet, art, coding with system and basic makeup. Makeup is really fun. I watch many makeup artists do it before, on his face that is.
Once Feng Han came in when I was doing makeup he freaked out. At that time I was playing around with it and it looked scary. Feng Han even fallen on the floor hahaha.
Art is fun too? Will... I'm got good at it. Only Feng WenLei can guess what I'm drawing lol.
Seeing is easy but crochet is different. It's not easy to get hurt with doing crochet as sewing. But the process is okay? I sometimes mess up. I made a messy scarf for Feng WenLei and Feng Han. And Feng WenDa is always busy with company paperwork, that is what Feng WenLei said.
Soon it was Feng Han's birthday. Many people was invited. Most people invited was rich elites or CEO's.
Feng Han don't seem to be excited for this party. Zhao Ren asked why and Feng WenLei said it was for Feng Han, if they don't then people will think that Feng Han is not favored. Zhao Ren understands that, in most Dramas the unfavor one will be bullied by others outside.
Rich family is really complicated.