Emily
Jason said that it would hurt when he marked me, I felt it, but it just made me sleepy.
When I woke up, I see Jason laying next to me. I must admit I was not as annoyed this time.
I could see how annoyed he was about last night.
I did want him just as much as he wanted me. But I am not going to play pattycake with Jason when Peach is in the house and if I would have said that to him, he would have dragged me out off the house naked. Peach does not need to see Jason naked … again.
I put Jason's arm off me but, he put it back around me and then dragged me closer to him. I tried again but, this time he flipped me over and now he is hovering over me.
He asked were I think I was going, I told him to the bathroom, unless he wants me to wet the bed.
I swear he is stupid sometimes. Jason got off me. I ran to the bathroom.
When I was done Jason grabbed me and pined me to the wall.
I guess I should not have teased him last night. He started to kiss me all over my face, then my neck.
That is when we heard Peach coming out of her room. I pushed Jason off me.
He looked like he wanted to push Peach back in her room and lock her in.
I leaned into Jason and told him later he and I can go for a drive. That made him better … I guess.
I think Jason is to wound up. I hope he can at least wait until later to go for a drive, before he tries to attack me again.
I put food down for the cats and gave them their morning cuddles. I want them to know that they are still a big part of my life.
I went to the kitchen to start breakfast. I am making French toast. Jason is following me around and is "trying" to help me.
All he is doing is trying to touch me. He whispered in my ear that he wants to take me back to bed.
I told him to go take a cold shower. He said that it did not work last night, and it won't work now.
What am I going to do with him? I told him that he must behave in front of Peach.
He huffed, he then whispered to me that when we go for a drive, I won't be safe.
Great, now I know I should not have teased him last night.
After we got done eating, I washed all the dishes and put them away.
I went to the sofa and sat next to Peach; she is looking at baby things on the computer.
Dexter told her to put whatever she wants in the cart, and they can go through it later tonight.
Big mistake there Dexter, you will be up half the night looking at all the things she wants and what she thinks she needs.
I told Jason lets go for that drive. I told Peach that Jason and I will be back later.
Jason grabbed his keys and ran out the door. I walked out the door as slow as I could just to irritate him.
Jason got out of the Jeep and picked me up and opened the door and put me in it.
He pulled out of the drive, I asked where we were going, he said somewhere no one could disturb us.
I told him that I was hungry and that I want lunch first before he drags me off.
He looked at me like I must stop playing with him.
I think it is funny how frustrated he is right now.
He stopped and got us some burgers. We went to a park and ate our burgers. After I was done, I got out of the Jeep and went to the swings and sat down on one. Jason came up behind me and asked if I want him to push me, I said yes. It has been a long time since I swung.
He started to push me, and I was actually having fun. I think Jason just wants to leave but he is doing this for me and that makes me happy.
I told Jason to stop and that I was ready to go. He helped me off the swing and led me to the Jeep.
I got in and he ran to his side and got in. He pulled off and now was heading too wherever.
We pulled into a wooden area and Jason stopped and turned the Jeep. I turned to him and saw that he is already looking at me.
I told him that I was ready, he looked at me and asked ready for what.
That is when I took off my shirt. Jason's eyes got wide, and he did not say a word.
He was just staring at me. Now I feel stupid but, he moves closer to me and took me in his arms.
Jason kissed me and said that he loves me,
He started to get undress and he was helping me get undress.
Jason laid me down on the set.
This is it; I am giving Jason all of me.
Jason asked if I am sure that I am ready.
I told him yes that I am ready.
He looked lovingly into my eyes and kissed me.
I told Jason that I love him and that I am ready the spend the rest of my life with him.
He told me that after tonight he will never let me go. That I am his forever.
I do not know how to feel about that, but I will try...I will try for him.
I kissed him all over his face and body. I do think I love this man.