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If Only You Knew (BxB)

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Past Pretences headed for the present. Where homophobia is conquered and the gays live on.

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Chapter 1 - Prologue

Jesse's POV

Sat here starring at the one I love. He looked so peaceful just watching the sunset. The sky was so red and orange while the sun was plunging into the crevasse. Sooner rather than later the night skies took over. The moonlight making his dark blue orbs a beautiful baby blue just like him. He makes the environment feel so safe. I feel like I could tell him anything, do anything with him by my side.

"Babe," Otis said.

"Yeah"

"Whatcha thinking about?"

"Oh nothing" I blushed I tried to hide it but Otis has a great eye.

"It doesn't seem like nothing your blushing." He pointed out.

"Oh yeah. Well if you wanted to know. I was thinking about Jack from school." I said sarcastically.

"Oh. You in love with him now. That hurts. I've been shot right in my heart." He joked. Putting his hand to his heart and falling back into the grass.

"Ha ha. I was thinking about how you looked so peaceful starring up at skies like nothing can ever go wrong it's just us and I'm happy to have you by my side." I explained.

"Awww. I'm happy to have you by my side too. I'm also happy that you weren't thinking about Jack he's a um how would any normal person say a um dickhead on a stick. Yeah that."

"Hahaha. Yeah that is what most call him."

"It's going to get colder out maybe we should go home soon. My house is free for the weekend. My parents are on a trip away. My brother is having a sleepover with his friends. Weekend to ourselves. If you want" He answered smirking. Sometimes I really just wanna squeeze the cockiness out of him but then there would be no fun in this relationship.

"Yeah, I can grab some stuff from home on the way. But I wanna stay here a bit longer. I can't pry my eyes away from this colourful sunset." I suggested.

"Yeah, I don't want to leave this view just yet."

"True the sky is perfect tonight."

"Yes but no silly! You're my perfect view." I blushed, he smirked. There he goes again big dick energy lighting up all the flames in him literally.

He leaned in slowly and we kissed as the moonlight was slowly retreating into the rift and the sky is dark in front of us and light behind us. The light is perfect so we take photos of each other and selfies together. We then snuggled into each other watching as the moonlight continued to slowly motion itself through the canyon of the atmosphere and the sun retracted from the abyss it went into more than 6 hours ago.

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We laid there cuddling until the sun dawned down on us. We had fallen asleep holding each other. Only I woke up. I checked my phone. It was 6.30 am Saturday morning. I stood up and stretched.

"Good fucking morning" I quietly whispered happily.

I look backed at baby. He sleeps like an angel. He looks so peaceful I don't want to ruin his joyful dream and the sleep that he deserves after his hard training for the football game coming up on Friday. I let him sleep more. So I decide I'm gonna drive back so he can sleep more. It's like an hour's drive so i'll be okay. I unlocked the car and opened the door. I picked him up surprisingly. I guess we're both strong. Now he can't mock me I picked him up but sadly he's still stronger than me. Once I put him into the car he snuggled up into the car door. Oh god, why was he so cute.

He started to stir awake the closer we got to my house.

He finally woke. He stretched and yawned a cute ass yawn may I tell you.

"Hey sunshine," He said in his morning voice that is so sexy and deep.

"Hey, babe. How did you sleep."

"Like an angel."

"Well, you looked like one." He blushed. I smirked at him. Sometimes he isn't the only one with big dick energy. Just maybe his energy is a bigger than mine.

I pulled up at my house. There was a random car there, but I just guessed it is one of my moms friends or colleagues who probably stayed the night. Tho its not one I've seen before if I'm being honest. I'm pretty sure there's like two or three i haven't met before because they're always off for business this will be interesting. I opened his door for him and helped his still sleepy ass out of his damn car. He walked hand in hand but the closer we walked to the front door the more I could hear shouting. I heard both my moms voices and a familiar yet unfamiliar males voice. We got to the door more confused as to why my moms are arguing with someone. Otis wasn't tired anymore, the shouting fully woke him up. Otis was on guard for anything that could happen.

We creaked through the door. Tension high in the air. I closed the door behind me and when we walked into the living room. I saw him. The man who ruined my life. The man I had hopped I would never ever see again. But here we are.

Too many horrible memories come scrambling back.

Memories I had pushed to the back of my mind.

Memories that should be forgotten.

Tears well up in my eyes as well as anger, rage, and other built-up emotions.

"Hey, Jesse!" He said...

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