Alla I'm sorry I didn't know that this day would come. I wished it was you. There is a picture of you that I drew. It's for you and there's another one of us. I'm sorry I didn't have a choice, I have to marry her. Our patents did arrange marriage for us. Today is my engagement.
Forget me like I will forget about you. I am sorry but I Don't want to see you again.
Goodbye.
Nialle
"I hate you," I said to myself. "I will always hate you". Since that day Alla never went out with anyone and she decided to focus on her studies.
Now
2020
"Well" Emma said, making me focus on them "what are you doing here?'' he asked Emma "we came here because Alla wanted a break, what about you?'' She said I came with my wife and daughter. "What" I said to myself "his daughter of course it's been 4 years, of course he had a daughter." I returned my focus to them pitching themselves so I won't cry in front of them. "Her they are" when I looked past his shoulder "it's her it's really her" I said to myself It's Nikki he said he didn't like her now she's married to her and has a daughter from her. "Hi" she said with evil smile on her face "Hi Emma" my sister said "hi" I said I low voice after they finished talking Nikki said "well we should have dinner together and they agreed there was no way I would eat wit them like I love them "I'm sorry I can't I have to leave" I said to them then I started walking as fast as I can when my tears filled my eyes. Why did he not admit that he knows not only that Nikki Nikki is his wife.
I kept running to where my feet would take me and I ended up at the beach and it was coming dark. I sat on the beach while crying "I forgot about you, I won't let the past ruin my life again" I said to myself. Emma kept calling but I didn't answer so she sent me a message saying she will be going to dinner with them. I never knew that my life would be filled with blackness. When my tears had dried I started walking on the water and made the cold water hit my feet. I came here to rest, not to make my past come back again. I stayed at the beach for a long time. He has a life now. I know I won't be able to forget him but now I don't think about him. I took the picture of us that he drew and ripped it apart and threw it in the water and it disappeared.
I really did love him. He was my first lover and of course he will be my last lover.