What is love? I don't know what it is actually, but I do know that it is a painful feeling. I never thought I would love you this much maybe I was to selfish to ask for more that what I was left with was also gone.

I don't father, I don't have a mother, I don't have true family. I just had you. Then why did you also left and stopped loving me.

I want nothing but a little ounce of love and affection which I didn't get. I worked hard only to earn people's love, but they only see my outside and not inside.

But no, it's enough if I can't get love then I don't want it. I will only live for myself and for the new live that is growing inside me.

Even though I don't have a true family I do have a second family with a loving mother and a sweet sister. A protective father who treats me like his own flesh. A family with whom I spent 6 years of my life before going to my real family they were the people who gave me real love. And him I don't need him to survive. I will just live on with the new life.