Here we go again with all the darkness and loneliness.
Oh, whatever I've been through all this before it's all the same I only care about who I'm gonna reincarnate as.
I just want to live a long life, not a five or ten-year lifespan this time around.
I at least want to live long enough to lose my virginity dying a virgin not once but three times is humiliating.
As I lamented over my past deaths the darkness around me began to clear up.
Already? That's weird usually it takes longer is it because my soul is stronger wait something else is different too.
My consciousness is much clearer it's not fuzzy like before I'm thinking normally now.
It must be because of the bodhi visualization technique it increased my soul power but I didn't think it carries over to my next reincarnation.
So even though when I die I start over with no cultivation the changes to my soul stay the same.
That's when it hit me the reason why the old man kept saying my soul was abnormally strong was because my old soul strength carried over to my next life.
This means every time I die my soul will continue to grow and the stronger my soul the easier it is to comprehend techniques and other cultivation stuff I assume?
I don't know? I need more cultivation knowledge but that doesn't matter it's almost completely clear now guess it's time for a new life to begin.
The darkness cleared and what I saw was surprising, to say the least, I was a baby!
I never started out as a baby before this was too weird it must be because of my soul power that my mind can support my memories.
From the looks of it, I've just been born a few minutes ago because I have some memories of being born not too long ago but everything seems different.
I feel more at one with the world right now like it's favoring me what is this feeling?
I was so confused right now but bizarrely enough everything became clear to me like the answer I was looking for just magically reviled itself to me.
I've been born with a heavenly constitution blessed by the great Dao.
Yes, finally I've been rewarded for all the hardships I had to face in my past life the laws of the great Dao have given me a special physique blessed by their laws.
I understand now in this world there are laws known as the great Dao that make up every aspect of this world and cultivators of higher realms try to comprehend them to become immortals.
But as a person blessed with a special physique favored by the heavens I am better than them.
If I was talented before I'm a monster now like those freaks in the central plains this is perfect.
They say the third time is the charm but it looks like it's really the fourth time hahaha.
Is this what it's like to be a true genius it makes my old bodies look like useless trash no not even trash they're nothing compared to this one.
I was in an expensive-looking crib in a luxurious room that had a beautiful view of a lovely garden with a lotus pond in the center.
Fish with crystal clear bodies swam through the pond they possessed a mysterious presence that fascinated me.
I lost interest though I decided to see the difference between this body and the last one so I looked over to the railing of my crib.
It looked exquisitely crafted and whatever tree it was made from wasn't a normal tree because this wood contains large amounts of Qi.
It must also be very tough let's see if I can break it I reached over and grabbed it ripping it off with my small infant hand.
This wasn't enough though so I threw the broken railing into a gorgeous stone column.
The impact caused both the railing and the column to shatter to pieces crashing to the ground and making a thunderous noise that echoed throughout the room.
It also must have been heard outside because suddenly a man threw open the door to my room.
He had long black hair, clear white skin, and wore expensive black robes with gold sown into the glorious fabric.
He really looked like a dashing immortal from those Xianxia novels.
He walked over to my crib and got really close to me before looking down at me he had an odd look on his face it was a mix of jealousy and I believe fear.
"Why did you have to be born just why?!" said the man on the verge of tears.
This was definitely strange but it could also be entertaining.
The man's handsome face twisted into a hateful beast.
Alarm bells rang off in my head like a warning sign that something bad was going to happen.
He lashed out at me drawing a sword that had been taken out of nowhere and attempted to stab me.
Bad omen, he could sense it before it even happened was this also thanks to his newfound power?
I became incredibly angry the malice I felt was resonated by the world and came crashing down on the man.
It seemed the world started disliking him it felt like the whole world rejected him he'd never experienced anything like it was this what it was like to be favored by the heavens?
The malice became a suppressive force sealing his strength and stopping him from moving.
He stood motionless trying desperately to escape the suppressive force but found that he was powerless against it so as he struggled I decided to grab his shelve and throw him with all my might into another column.
He flew into a pillar shattering it to bits he coughed up blood but he didn't stop he continued flying until he crashed into the lotus pond causing the water to erupt and splash all over the place.
He floated lifelessly on the surface of the pond his body broken and bleeding.
The alarm bells stopped ringing and the impending danger I felt was gone I calmed down and as I did the suppressive force dissipated as well.
What followed was the sound of heavy footsteps approaching my room as two women ran inside.
One of the women gasped at the dead man floating in the pond and ran over to him.
She jumped into the water and pulled his corpse out.
Tears filled her eyes as the woman who looked like a female version of the man cried over his shattered rib cage.
"My son my precious Mao Jiang what happened!" cried the woman as she held her son's cold dead head.
The other woman ignored her and instead ran over to me.
She looked very concerned but something told me it wasn't because she cared about me.
The other woman cried for her dead son but she eventually stopped and looked at me.
That's when it must have clicked for her I did this to her son immediately she became furious and walked over to me with a very pissed-off look on her face.
"Out of the way Ao Mei I'm killing that monster, he must have killed my son he must die!!!" shrieked the woman like a crazed banshee.
The woman named Ao Mei became enraged at the other woman's words.
"You bitch Shi Xi what did you just say my son is no monster he's a chosen one blessed with a special physique besides he's better than your worthless son why else would the clan lord find another wife if not for a better heir," said Ao Mei arrogantly.
It became apparent to me that the woman named Ao Mei was my mother.
She was tall, slender, and had a voluptuous body.
She had long black hair and was dressed in a pink and red dress that was covered in gold and jewels.
The other woman wasn't as beautiful and the clothes she wore were less extravagant but judging by her aura she was way stronger than my mother.
So what was she thinking provoking her did she want to die? It was obvious that if they fought she would die horribly so why even do it?
"Ao Mei you slut how dare you insult my son I'm aware your child is favored by the great Dao and that the clan lord prefers your disgusting flabby body but such insolence towards me cannot be forgiven!!!" shrieked Shi Xi as she charged Ao Mei with her son's sword.
But before she could reach her a clap of thunder rang out from the sky as a bolt of lightning descended.
A man traveled through the lightning and touched down between the two women.
"What's going on here?!"