How long has it been since that day I almost escaped it feels like an eternity since that day.
In all honesty, it was probably just a few months ago since that day but with nothing to do but exercise or sleep its felt like longer.
I'm bored out of my mind and my anxiety has been getting a lot worse lately.
A little while ago those maids stopped doing that boiling cauldron bath and the amount of pills they give me has been slowly decreasing in number.
Now they hardly give me any more pills and that worries me I think the reason could be because the effects of those drugs and treatments have lowered greatly in effectiveness.
They barely have any effect at all anymore that's why I'm so worried about what will they do to me when they finally stop working.
Lately, I have been pacing around my room completely consumed by my suspicions about this place.
My memories tell me things that are different from my reality maybe this isn't real maybe I'm still dead and this is hell I mean I did murder that rabbit boy is this my punishment have I been dead all along?
I feel like I'm going crazy I don't know what's happening or what I can do I'm fucked I am so fucked!
"Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!" I couldn't help but scream my lungs out because of all my frustration and stress.
I pounded the reinforced door over and over again but even with my enhanced strength I couldn't break it I couldn't get out of this nightmare.
After hours of banging at that accursed door, I slept into my soft bed and on that night I cried myself to sleep.