Matt.
Damned redhead just had to leave without satisfying my desires or curiosities. I didn't find out what he said to Louis and I had to satisfy myself with a damned toy, which didn't satisfy me that well. I need a bigger one. One that would fit his length and thickness. I can imagine his tongue in---
Arghhhhhh that guy has turned me into a pervert. I didn't have such perverted thoughts before meeting him. I was a normal Omega with an overbearing family, which I appreciate, but ever since meeting him , all I think about is 'the deed' and no matter how much I try to convince myself that the deal we made two days ago was to distance myself from Travis, who I haven't fortunately seen since that day, deep down I know it was to spend more time with him and get to know the person I've been fantasizing about for a while.
Maybe if I get to know him, I could like him but would he like me too? I'm probably just a kid in his eyes and he must be around Flavio's age. He would never fall for a kid like me. No no no. Age is just a number. No matter what happens, I'll help him with his pheromones problem and make him fall for me.
An Alpha who lives a life similar to mine. With danger and enemies lurking around, people trying to take advantage of our status. A person who most definitely knows the pain of losing a dear one and the best traint, he can't be seduced by an Omega. He's the perfect Alpha for me.
Sure am sexually attracted to him but in the next few months, I want it to be more than that. He must think am a kid but this kid is strong willed and works for what he wants.
And he wants Liam Walters. Come what may, he'll become my Alpha.
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"You're changing back your hair?!" Louis asked with a surprised expression as we strolled through the aisles of pleasure toys.
"Yes." I simply answered. We had found the toys but choosing the size was a big problem. Pun intended.
"But if you want him to like you, shouldn't he like the real you." he said, showing me a size similar to the ones I have. I immediately rejected it. I need a bigger one for my heat.
"That's why I'm gonna remove the dye. The only reason why I dyed my hair was because almost everyone thought I was Flavio's child not his brother, but, now that am older, I don't think we look that alike anymore." The resemblance I had with Flavio growing up, was uncanny.
"If you say so. But didn't this Liam guy kiss you, twice? Are you sure he thinks of you as a kid?"
"Positive. Plus am over my rebellious faze." I said looking over at the next shelf and that's when I saw it. The dildo that probably came close to his size. I didn't waste a second grabbing it from the shelf and purchasing it. This month's heat is gonna go well.
After purchasing the toy, we left the store and proceeded to where we were going to meet Flavio. He just had to take my free day away from me, claiming to talk about some 'important' stuff and moreover I had to drive back into the City, faraway from college, looks like am spending the weekend at home but who's going to take Louis back?
"Why are we stopping next to a music store?" Louis asked, brows furrowed as I parked next to 'their' favorite music store. I thought Flavio would never enter this store again.
"This is where Flavio asked us to meet him." I said and he just nodded. We got out of the car, obviously leaving my new toy inside and walked into the store.
The moment I entered the store, filled with all types of musical instruments and a white piano in the middle of it. I couldn't believe my eyes as they set on the very familiar back and platinum blonde hair on the piano and the soothing voice coming from him. My eyes then travelled to the person standing next to the piano, Liam. What is he doing here? but more importantly Flavio's singing again?!!
I walked over to them slowly, my mouth agape as I saw Flavio's eyes closed, lips moving carefully, fingers professionally pressing the right keys on the piano. He was singing again which meant he had started moving on!!!!! Though the song was kinda sad, the fact that he was singing again was all I cared about.
The lyrics: No words can explain the way I'm missing you.
Deny this emptiness, this hole that I'm inside
These tears, they tell their own story.
Told me not to cry when you're gone
But the feeling's overwhelming it's much too strong.
Can I lay by your side, next to you? You.
And make sure you're alright. I'll take care of you-------
It's hard seeing your brother in pain for eight years. After 'his' death, he didn't smile or sing again. He buried himself in work and became super overprotective of me. In fact, everyone in the family did. I was the only Omega left in the whole family. I was and still am their priceless possession.
After the song was done, he opened his eyes ever so carefully, his fingers let go of the piano, let out a deep breath, stood up and hugged me. I didn't hug him back. I was beyond shocked and I was crying. The fact that he's singing again is going to make everyone in the family happy and obviously I will be the news barer.
He let go of me and locked eyes with me. "Why are you crying?" he asked concerned, wiping a tear off my face.
"You're singing again" I couldn't hold back the tears any longer, hugging him tightly as I sobbed in his arms. These were tears of joy.
"Yes, I've been happy these days. Very happy." he said, stroking my back. I could feel his head twist as he said those words, but I didn't care about who he was looking at. He's happy that's all that matters. "I thought you're all grown up but look at you, crying in your brother's arms." he said, chuckling. Arghh damned bastard just had to spoil the moment.
"You're a bastard." I said letting go of him and wiped my tears. I looked at Liam who was staring at us with a puppy eyes and holding his phone up, probably recording us. He was dressed casually today, with black sweats and grey Snickers. He had dark circles under his eyes and his hair was tied in a messy bun but he looked so handsome, making my heart skip.
I teared my eyes off him, looking at Louis whose tears were threatening to fall, though he had a smile on his beautiful face and he was looking directly at me. Wait....no. He was looking at...Flavio?!! I turned to look at Flavio and he was also looking at Louis with the same smile on his face.
Up until today, I didn't think he'd ever smile again and now he's smiling at Louis. They're smiling at each other. Ever since that day they met each other, Louis has been acting strange, keeping secrets and, Flavio, has had a lot of expressions on his face lately.
Hmmmmm?!
Something's going on between these two and am gonna find out what it is.
Detective mode: ON.