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Chapter 23 - Chapter 23-Revelations and Confession?

Asher looked into her eyes and said, "What? do you expect me that i won't know about such important thing about the person i care about? I myself have more than sufficient skills in medical so i naturally knew something was wrong about you."

Asher paused for a while and continued while keep staring at her, "I then checked about you and found that you have pancreatic cancer." Asher was about to continue but tears started coming out from Sakura, he panicked and asked in a worried tone,

"What happened Sakura? sorry if i did something wrong. Please tell me what happened."

Tears kept falling from her beautiful eyes, "Please Sakura it is hurting, please tell me what is wrong?"

Sakura looked at him and mockingly said, "Heh, so what do you feel about me pity? sympathy? You should leave me Asher, why are you being so good to me? because you feel pity? why you make me happy? why are you keep getting closer to me? why? why?" she grabbed his T-shirt and kept shouting at him.

Asher frowned and grabbed her cheeks and pulled her into a deep kiss, he bit her lips and sucked as if there is no tomorrow, Sakura tried to resist but her mind and body were not coordinating, she also became fierce and bit his lips forcing a groan from him.

She also sucked, licked and bit his lips, Asher then looked into her misty eyes and said fiercely, "Did you ever feel that i was pitying you? did you ever feel that all i gave you was sympathy huh? I want to make you happy, I want to come into your life, I want to keep coming closer to you, I will break all the walls or anyone who will stop me from coming to you."

Sakura clutched his T-shirt and buried her face in his chest as her tears were coming without stopping, never in her life has make her feel so special, who would want to be with someone who is destined to die, no one has ever been this nice to her, all the boys or heirs she has come to in contact has only shown lust and greed in their eyes.

All of them had seen her as a toy to be used, thus she never tried to become close to any male, she always kept her fake polite smile in front of them, but she was unable to do anything in front of Asher, he barge into her life like a storm, destroying walls after walls.

He never showed lust or desire to own towards her but rather treasured her, now even after knowing that she is destined to die, he never backed down but rather became more determined, but how can she hurt him, her heart is telling her to forget about everything and lay in his embrace but her mind is telling to leave him or you will hurt him.

She lifted her face and looked at him and said with puffed eyes while tightning her grip around him, "Leave me Asher, I am destined to die, you deserve much more than me, leave me please please Asher" she lowered her head and kept sobbing.

Asher sighed and lifted her face, he kissed her eyes and said, "I love you Sakura"

Wind blew around them as the whole environment became silent, birds stopped chirping, wind breezed them making their clothes flutter.

Sakura mind became blank as her heart starting beating rapidly, the four words shaked her entire being, yes she liked him very much but love? is she supposed to love? does she deserve to be loved and love anyone? does she love him? is it only infatuation or small crush? whatever it is these words brought immense joy and satisfaction in her and her cheeks became red.

She was about to say but Asher put a finger on her lips, "There is no need to give your answer now Sakura, I have always loved you, from the first day i met you in library i fell for you, your eyes, your voice, your chuckling, your frowning, i love all of you, at first i did not believe in any of this bullshit like love at first sight."

Sakura was in daze as she was looking at him, Asher smiled lovingly at her and continued, "I have always met many women in banquet and other parties who are only after my wealth and me being handsome adds up hehe~ they are all snobs, I never felt like this to any other girl. After spending sometime i came to knew that you are nothing like those rich heiresses, you are just you SAKURA just you."

He paused a bit to catch his breath and continued, "Well i just want you to let me make you fall in love with me, just let me love you Sakura, let me make you happy, let me share your worries."

He then said in a determined tone like a monarch, "I will never ever let you die Sakura. You don't need to worry about illness anymore, well you might have heard about Dr. Ash, it turns out that he is me." he scratched the back of his neck.

Sakura was awestruck and shocked at the revelation, how could she not have heard about the most famous person in entire country, mysterious CEO of A.S.H enterprise, founder of cure of many incurable diseases. She was shocked and was feeling like she was in dream, the date turned out to be a life changer for her. Now she was feeling in debt with him. Just as she was about to venture into these useless thoughts Asher said resolutely,

"You don't need to feel to be in debt or anything, it was my dream from childhood to make cures of incurable disease, your disease adds up in this, i have informed my men and they will transfer you to my hospital where you will be treated from now on."

"You don't need to worry bout any fees or anything as we will study about pancreatic cancer which would in turn would be able to save many lives, so you should rather feel proud not be in debt or anything like that."

"Now enough about this, now let's continue our date hehe~"

Sakura was still shocked, stupefied after hearing the revelations, she pounced on him and hugged him tight, Asher took a few steps back as he was not expecting but then he stabled himself and circled his arms around her hugging her.

Sakura kept saying with shaking voice, "Thank you- Thank you-Asher"

Asher patted her head and said, "What you are thanking me for silly?"

Sakura said, "Thank you for everything, thank you for coming into my life, thank you for loving me, thank you for not giving on me."

Asher said with a gentle tone, "I should thank you Sakura for bringing colors in my black and white life, thank you foe showing how good it feels to love someone, thank you for coming into my life."

Both of them kept in each other's embrace, slight waves were running in lake and birds were chirping loudly as if congratulating them.

Then they separated and Asher looked at her puffed eyes, red cheeks tear stained face, he chuckled and said, "Hehe~your mother will kill me Sakura if she sees you like this, And yeah don't tell your mother or anyone about my identity yet."

Sakura pouted and said, "hmph, its your fault and obviously i will not tell anyone about you being the no. 1 genius in whole world, the youngest CEO of a billionare company, why did you tell me by the way?"

Asher looked at her and said bluntly, "I trust you more than myself."

Sakura became speechless and warmth spread in her heart and she was just able to say, "O-Okay"

Asher just let out a hearty laugh seeing her like this, he then grabbed her arm and started walking as he said, "Let's go from here, we will visit again."

Sakura looked around and smiled as she said, "Okay"

Asher then put on the helmet and started the bike, this time Sakura directly wrapped her arms around his waist and leaned on his back, happiness seeped into Asher's heart at this small gesture, he smiled and drove the bike towards the next destination which is a restaurant.

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{A/N: oof all my dao of BS and romance was used in it hah~}