Those are some of the things that happened when he was stuck in a different time than usual. Ern couldn't control everything. sometimes a month he does not experience it and sometimes almost every day he experiences it. Anything bad he could see. a fallen tree fell on his teacher causing serious injury, his classmate was killed by his girlfriend, a sadistic robbery at a mini market, and many more. He also cried all day because he kept seeing some of his school friends out of breath in the water when the ship they were riding suddenly sank. The students' holiday at that time turned black. Ern had gone looking for smart people so that he wouldn't experience strange things like that again. But the result is nil. "Hey what are you doing?" Justin's voice startled his daydream. Justin quickly sat across from him. "I am eating." Ern answered immediately taking the fork and spoon. "Don't lie! I saw that you were daydreaming," Justin said confidently. "Not your rusan," Ern immediately ate his food. "Is there something that makes you sad?" "None of your business," "basic!" Justin annoyed by turning his eyes to the food line. It took a few seconds for Justin to realize that he hadn't introduced himself. he immediately saw Ern. "Oh yeah my name is Justin," he said while holding his hand in front of Ern's nose. "I already know your name," Ern answered shortly. Actually he wanted to take Justin's hand. But he was embarrassed. "what?" "Yes, I heard some call you by the name Justin," Ern said then ate his food again. "Hmm, okay," Justin exclaimed resignedly. He was still sitting in front of Ern but didn't see Ern anymore. Suddenly Ern felt his eyes darken and someone in the field was hit by iron and then his life was lost on the spot. Soon Ern returned to see as usual. In the cafeteria Ern immediately stood up from his seat and walked quickly intending to save someone who was in the field. "Where are you going?" asked justin hastily following ern. "Ern you didn't answer me." Ern kept walking and now he was going down the stairs. While justin managed to walk beside him. Justin saw the sweet face with very white skin shedding tears.
"I have to go right now! Someone's going to die from a piece of iron that fell on them!" Ern shouted while sobbing holding back her tears and then covered her mouth. Justin didn't answer. He blamed himself for yelling at Ern. Ern's explanation also surprised Justin. Ern again ran towards the field while forcibly wiping the traces of his tears. While Justin ran after him. When you get to the sidelines. Ern stopped in his tracks. He saw a man who was about to walk into the field. For a few seconds Ern felt something would fall from the top of a building that was being repaired. He immediately ran to stop the man from hitting the iron. Unexpectedly by him. A second later the man was crushed by the iron with a broken head. His whole body trembled for a moment and then fell to his knees. Ern didn't have time to save the man. Ern was worried and scared. While all around him stared at the white girl. They cursed at Ern that he was really friends with the devil. Their gazes judged that the man's death, because Ern had bewitched everything. Realized that they were looking at Ern with that gaze. Ern ran hard. Ern felt that no one understood what he was feeling. He hated everything he was going through right now. Ern continued to run with a gulp. His clear eyes couldn't hold back the tears. His heart was crushed, his mind was racing. Why must he feel all this? Ern now arrived at a place that is often visited. The top floor of his school building made him comfortable now. where he expresses all his feelings. Ern's shoulders heave up and down while his breath hitched. She wept bitterly. Now only the wind gently made him drift away in tears. In front of his eyes were the buildings and the atmosphere of the city. Ern's heart screamed. Why are so many people unable to understand the situation? Ern was disappointed in God's destiny. He hoped that this was all a dream. Ern could not bear to see the terrible events.
"Why should I be the first to see it? Why should I bear it? When in the end I can't control everything?" her lips trembled with tears. Now Ern can only hug himself. nothing made him smile. only sadness continues to exist in his life. silence. Emptiness. Imprisoned in horror. "Why should I be the first to see it? Why should I bear it? When I can't control everything in the end?" her lips trembled with tears. Now Ern can only hug himself. nothing made him smile. only sadness continues to exist in his life. silence. Emptiness. Imprisoned in horror. "Ern?" call justin softly. since he was behind ern. Ern looked up slowly. It doesn't look far. Ern's soft eyes caught the look on Justin's face that didn't seem to glow. But he knew Justin wouldn't understand his feelings. So he looked back at the distant atmosphere of the city. Justin understood that Ern couldn't just accept his existence. But he dared to walk over to Ern. Her shoes made a sound in the wind. Ern also knew justin was approaching him. "you never know what I fell." Ern's words broke the silence between them. Hearing Ern's voice say his words hoarsely. Made Justin's little heart scratched. His heart said, a woman as beautiful as this should enjoy life with a smile not by crying like this. Justin took a deep breath to get rid of his annoyance towards his friends. "They just don't want to hear how you feel." He said without looking at Ern. His palms tucked into his trouser pockets. Justin's words made Ern suspect that Justin seemed to really care about her. There's no way justin just keep following him to this place. Ern was relieved by Justin's actions. His fingers wiped the remaining tears that had been coming out and he muffled the tears slowly. "just be honest." justin looked at ern from the side. "I don't like seeing women cry." he said with a faint smile.