After Everything that happened with ajay! I was really upset,
And even I don't wanted a further relationship so I really concentrated on my studies,
Yes im texting some boys in instagram but I was not much into them I was really thinking that he was the one so I couldn't even concentrate on my studies but eventually I should do it! Because my studies is only thing that mean something to me so I really shouldn't let it go I continued my studies!
And middle of my bachelers degree, something there is really intresting is happened , that is I kinda became a hot girl I thing it is a mighty of puberty! Where ever I go all guys will stare at my boobs, its beacaue, my boobs mighty size is 36 and the fun part is ajay never know about it!
He always saw me as a crazy little girl at high school !
And one day I get a text from ajay that he finished his masters and now he even has job now,
I text him for monthly once, and one time he even said he caught corona!
Im actually glad that after three years now he replying to my text!
Yeah he is replying but just as ex friend! Not even as a friend! That's even more hurt full!
But then I tried really hard to get over him afer breaking up its been three years! Now I'm more like completely over him !
But now I want to reveal you guys that I accidentelly fell in love with another guy….
But that's not even a love its more like a crush , I really at first we were relative, I didn't always liked him in that way and I don't see him in that way but come on how did he became so attractive sudden.
When I was in first year of high school ,I was waiting at bus stop for school bus , usually there will be some young and attractive boys will be there but once in a blue moon there occurs a kpop idiol like hansome dudes ,that was the fine day to look a wow man,
I was stunned at one man , yes it was him !
After I look him closely ,I was like hoo its him ,I was going to the same church as him for over 16 years Iand I didn't look at him ,how dumb I was! Yes he so hot and handsome ,
Then he crossed and bus came, I went to school,he went to his job in outer city I almost forgot about him after four years I didn't even see him I almost forget him !
Now I'm thinking that what was it incident ,just to pass by,or some kinda destiny I really like him now but why did I didn't even consider him as crush during that time I was confused do I realy love him ?should I tell him ?