But that's just life. Problems come and go, you cannot run away from them. If you did, it was the same as conflict with the act of nature. As a human, one could not do that, or else, you were bound to be doomed and lost.
One must not go against nature, you have to accept it.
And when you encounter a problem, you have to solve it, do not run away. If you did, you simply prolonged your pain.
When trouble came, your first instinct was to seclude yourself, you want to be alone. That was not human nature but the whispers of Anomaly. They persuade you to be alone so that you do not have to be with someone.
Anomaly loved it when someone fell for their persuasion, especially so for teenagers to young adults. Their emotions were often unstable and their thoughts were chaotic.
Pursuing in life yet never felt satisfied. Wealth, fame, and power. One could not be satisfied. Human greed was bound to no limit.