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Chapter 4 - its alright

Trigger warning self harm and mention of rape

Patrons pov

As I walked him out of the room o looked at his stomach carefully so he wouldent notice, and I saw what Romen was talking about.

You could his ribs

I looked him in the eyes and saw there were still tears falling and his face was tear stroked. I felt bad for him.

I mean I felt really bad for him. With what Remus did I felt awful about not listing to him and accepting them I should have listend. "I AM SUCH AN ITDOT" I think aloud

Then Romen walked up to help with Virgil to get him to the bathroom.

" no your not Patton you didn't know, only Virgil knew and he did warn us but we all though he was being stubborn. So if its your fault is me and logans fault as well," Romen said.

I wanted to cry and hug him but I needed to stay strong in front of Virgil because he is already not doing to well.

Once we get Virgil to the bathroom I get him into a warm bath hopeing that would ease the pain.

Then logen said Remus wouldent be bothering us anymore

Then virgil said something that broke my heart.

" I...i....i feel so gross and disgusting and I cant get the taste of his lips off my mouth. I cant believe i let him use me like that. We were supposed to be brothers and he cant stop himself from rapeing me" 

I didn't care that he was in water i got on my knees and hugged him.

Once I pulled away I asked Romen if he could get Virgil a toothbrush so he can see about getting the taste out of his mouth. Romen nodded and when to get one.

Once we got him tooth brushes and paste he asked for some alone time and said he would call one of us

I didn't want to leave him but I knew it was probably awkward being naked in frount of us so we left.

Virgil pov

Once they left i couldent Handel what I was felling so I found a razor in my reach so i grabbed it and started to slice my skin open. I had never done this be for and didn't know much about it all I knew was that my first time doing what ever this was called was painful but the more I did it the less it hurt.

After many cuts were made I passed out because of blood losss.

A\N when you put a cut underwater it stays open.

~~~After about and hour ~~~~

Romens pov

Hes been it the tub for almost an hour I know he needed space but I think someone needs to cheek in on him.

I tell the others what I was thinking and they agreed to let me go cheek on him

Once I open the door I find something horrible.

"PATTON , LOGEN GET OVER HERE" I yell and they come running to the bathroom

They ask what happened and I point towards Virgil passed out with his arms bleading out like crazy and the water is red.