On that night, Susan wasn't feeling like sleeping at all. After the question that Robert made to her, which she couldn't answer until now, by the way, she lost all the drowsiness that she was feeling and her eyes kept wide open. Before, she was quite exhausted after arguing with Clay and walking the entire day with the rest of the group. However, right now she just wanted that the sun appeared or the rest of the group woke up so they could start their journey again.
If she could, at least, keep her mind busy with Dreads, refuges, surviving, and so on, she wouldn't need to worry about such questions.
It was cruel to think about the possible death of someone that we like. Although Clay hurt her a lot, she couldn't get rid of the feelings that she had for him, which also included her empathy and care for him.
