After Sanjana left he hospital, she start walking, she did no know where she wanted to go but at this time her head on a mess after walking some time she hear bell sound from temple, she walk towards temple and sit near the steps. and look inside she did not go inside she just sit there.
Raj left the hospital to find Sanjana, he try to find her but she is now where to found, he walk little and show a small temple near hospital, he went to near that temple and show her sitting in the stairs looking broken.
Looking at her like that realization hit him, he cant we selfish he is hurt but he have to be with her even if she love some buddy else, even some one is more important to her, even the though of her with someone is enough it kill me. He can't leave her at least not know.
it doesn't matter the only thing is matter that he love her and he will make her happy and when her all the problem were solve and she happy in her life, if she did not want him in her life he will leave her, he let her love whom she want to love, he will we happy if she is happy in her life, just want her to happy, Raj thought to himself.
he put my hand her on shoulder and sake her little, she look at me her became red because of her crying.
" come ill drop you, where do you want to go " Raj ask Sanjana dint say anything so look at the direction where god statue is placed so she was lost in past memory she did not know where she want to go, not getting any answer Raj sit beside her.
" what do you want from me " Sanjana ask.
" i dint get it " Raj said, her lips twitch little kind of smile. she is not blind she can feel his different attitude towards her.
" why are you doing this things for me, why you always find a way to come near me " she ask.
lesion to this Raj did not know how can he explain her that i love her, even when she love another man, did she let me come near her when she get to know that he love her he don't think so.
" when i came first day in college i show you...….. i…. just.. feel you need a friend, also i am new in this city so i don't know many people here i just want to be your friend " Raj said to her, its not fully lie she looks at me with disbelief.
" why me " she ask.
because your the only girl whom i get attracted, you are the only girl whom i feel connected and, your the only girl whom i want to see every second, there are many region but the most important your my first and last love, Raj thought to him self.
" i don't.. know... " he pause " or may be your friend said your not entrusted in boys, I so will be safe around you, you want take advantage of me " I said sincerely, with teasing smile on his lips.
" how narcissist " Sanjana said.
but after some time both bust into laughter, seeing her smiling he feel happy, feel everything is worth it her only smile is enough for his heart skip beat.
" so..... friends " Raj ask.
she took so much time, like is thinkin about this after like 20 second but Raj felt its way to long but finally said it.
" yes " she said with smile.
They look at each other eye for some time, then she break eye contact and look in another direction but he cant take his eye off her.
" lets go first we have dinner and then I drop you where you want to go " Raj said to her, hold her hand and standup.
but then he see, she is still siting she looks at him weirdly.
" lets go " he again said she give small smile and standup.
they went to car, she sit in passenger seat and he stared the car they dint talk much but now she is okay.
" hey about your money i will payback in future i just started a part time job i will soon pay " she said and he look towards her " i will help you but not being your assistant but as your friend " she said and blink at him two times giving a beautiful smile.
" you don't need to pay really " Raj said. know he thinking its very stupid to ask her for money.
" but.. " she about to say some but he dint let her.
" i was just kidding it dint cost that much i just said those things to tease you " Raj said.
she dint say anything but when he look at her, her nose became red color and she smack him on his shoulder, aww my baby get angary Raj thought.
but after some time we both chuckle.
" now baby, would i know your name please " Raj said.
" no " she said.
" why " he ask raising my eyebrow.
" because i am angry " she said crossing her hand near her chest and sift her face to other side. she looks cute acting like spoiled child.
" and what i have done baby " Raj said being little confused.
" you keep calling me baby " she said.
" because you dint tell me your name on first place " Raj said.
but when he said first place she became upset, he don't want to see her upset not even for second. he knew what day was that.
" sorry i wont call you baby anymore " Raj said in a low voice.
" Sanjana " she said.
" what " i said.
" my name is Sanjana " she said.
my girl name is Sanjana, i don't know i am ever able to call her my girl or i never able to claim her in front of world because she love some buddy else may be we dint born to meant together. but her name is beautiful just like her, Raj thought.
after some time when he look at her again he found her sleeping. her mouth is open she is looking beautiful, like a small child. but she dint tell me where she want to go. and know he really did not have a heart to wake her up its a long day for her. Raj sigh.