Note the original chapter that was published before this i decided it was too bad and i am redoing the chapter
Noah woke and he was blindfolded he smelled fire or something similar he knew that he was kidnapped but why there was no one who hated me and no one felt threatened by me I had no talent, he said I made an enemy of someone but who, i could feel someone using fire magic I gulped and then asked what are you guys doing
No one answered my question they must think I am dumb huh I then said I can tell someone is using fire magic so I know you are there Shut the kid up said a man Mhhh someone pulled my mouth open and then put a pill in my mouth huh what did you put I'm my moth i asked.
well if you won't shut up then i will tell you we put a pill increasing pill i makes the pain you feel ten times worse oh yeah and the fire is making a blade hot and ready for you to feel
he then punched me again and said if you say another word I will make this worse so I suggest you just bear the pain he whispered that to me then I felt a hot blade it was small so I think it is a dagger he then went on to slowly stab me and he slashed me AHHHHHH Stop please I pleaded, but the man said I told you to shut up put a healing pill in his mouth i felt a warm feeling go through my body but i felt the blade again I kept screaming in pain but when i finally felt like i was going to die he put a healing pill in my mouth again waited for me to heal then did it all over again
this happened hundreds of times maybe not that much but it felt like i was stuck doing forever soon or later i felt numb to all the pain maybe my mind has had enough pain and has shut down huh i wanted to die so much i finally felt like i was going to die my mind went to darkness nut for some reason i saw some light i walked for the light days months years i walked for that light when i finally got to the light i saw my entire life over again.
but this time I could feel their disgust hatred for me i was somewhat naive thinking i will need to do is be nice to other people they would eventually be nice to me as well treat other people the way you want to be treated that was what i thought i wanted to be a hero save other people so i would fit in but that did not happen to me the light felt like salvation me fitting in being liked loved that is what the light made me feel so i watched my life over and over again feeling peoples feeling toward me
i went on for thousands of years yet i could not leave the light was like a shackle to me using my hope against me forcing me to stay there soon or later i felt numb to the hatred disgust towards me i lost my hope of fitting but when i thought about it i never felt any love from anyone i felt that if anyone loved me my life would finally end i would be able to pass on but not one person loved i felt hatred for them soon or later they hated me in my life for what not having powers they caused me pain when i was alive and now they are stopping me from dying
i don't want to just die i want them to feel despair then finally i may be able to pass on feel peace for once in my life
humans do not deserve to live that was my thought they are corrupted they made my life hell for their petty reasons i want their destruction i want to see the despair on their faces just imagining that gave me a feeling of ecstasy but I was stuck i want their destruction so bad i wanted their destruction so bad i went insane soon or later i saw darkness then heard a voice its a boy congratulations