After seeing his grieving , while kneeling on his legs . I snapped from my reverie and my eyes filled with guilt and tears , before I knew I was kneeling in front of him and put my arms into his shoulders, with my head near his neck , that way I can't see his teary eyes , because of my guilt. I whispered in his ears .
"I'm.. sorry..I know you love me , care for me , stayed with me .I'm the bad one .. so....please don't cry.. I'm really sorry for making you this way , I'm sorry ,I hurt you ." I continued to cry with him.
"I'm sorry...I know your feelings for me . but , I'm sorry..I can't return your feelings.. and I don't..have the right...to tell you stop having.. feelings for me.. but I don't want to see you...suffer. So please...move on Theo ". I'm whining to him and he just stayed put.
Theodore POV:
I just don't know what to say to make her not to leave me , so I tried . I've never in my life , felt like this ; because of her one sentence ; it's like the whole world is collapsing in front of my eyes .
I was furious , displeased, depressed and sad to the point where I can't hold my tears back .
I said ; I said everything about the way I like her. I don't feel my legs anymore ,I just knelt in front of her and begging her to take back her words .
I just closed my face with my hands , so I don't want to see her eyes that filled with hatred for me.
She just knelt down in front of me , I just saw her face for moment in between the holes of my fingers , her tears Rolling down to her cheeks , her eyes was full of remorse.
I was surprised to see the look on her and she hugged and whining that she's the bad one, and she can't reciprocate my feelings. I know she will tell me this anyway . But the shocking moment was , when she said my first name 'theo' it's been 7 years since she called me like that .
Exactly , how can I forget this , I was her first friend , because of my feelings for her , I forcibly took her as my hostage into this engagement . I've never once asked her opinion . That's the day , when she started distancing herself. I'm the worst .
Then I should clear this now.
After crying out loud for sometime .
They wiped their faces and sat contrary to each other in the sofa.
Daisy Pov :
"I'm sorry for my hurtful words "I stated as my head laid down it's like turn of the tables.
"No , even you're words are hurtful, that made me realise something very important." he said with a smile , I looked surprised after hearing his words , because he's a bit impulsive one and he continued .
"I didn't consider your feelings and hurted you for this long , I'm sorry daisy . I know you never seen me more than a friend , I was in my own reverie that you would like me back . After you said my First name , I realised that ,before liking you , we're so close and shared everything , I really liked being with you. "
"So...even if you can't reciprocate my feelings . I just wanted us to stay friends like when we're 10."
After hearing his voice , I can say he's serious, but...
"I know ,Daisy ; it will be hard from this point to be back to normal , but still, I enjoy being friends with you." as he saying, he's eyes was clear. It looks like he considered this seriously .
"It will fine for now ". I said in low voice , that could be only heard by him. He smiled after hearing me . I see , we're good now.
"About our engagement, your highness ". my voice rushed. He chuckled and said that if he break the engagement , it'll affect my reputation . So he asked me to send petition to the King . But I can't argue anymore like this . Then , he left after visiting my father.
Then I went to my room , and wrote letters , one for the Marie publishing house and one for the emperor. I kept hid in my locker , so I can tell Ash to deliver the letter to publishing company , but for the emperor , I've to ask permission with my father . I'll ask him tomorrow .
I ate dinner and took a bath . I went to my bed and waited for him . I sat on the bed folding my legs and put my head on it by closing my eyes.
Oh..I feel some presence.
As soon as I opened my eyes . Its not Daman. But I was indeed surprised , because it was five assassins.
For Real. I'm just a weak girl .
"Are you guys here for me? Is this the correct address and person ", as soon I mentioned they looked confused.
I think 3 men and 2 women are there , they're totally like real assassins.
"Daisy , why didn't I know about your invited guests ? I Heard a sweet voice behind me . Its Daman , is he straightly teleported to my bed . He's a dangerous guy.
" How do I know , if I'm not the one ,who invited them?"
as I said I glanced them , they're still there . Are they idiots ? They can used this time to sneak attack on me because I don't have any physical strength .
"Oh , I see then . Shall I keep them company ?" Daman smirked and all the four move at same time to attack daman , but where is the fifth one ? Oh , he is here for me .
He took his knife hoping to hit my neck , but his hands stopped in the mid way as it like blocked by something. he's looking at me with confusion.
"Are you stupid ? how didn't you guys think he won't protect me while standing there . It's defensive barrier. "
as I stated he looked more surprised .
"He's a magician , Retreat ." The guy standing beside me shouted at other members , but they are already caught.
Finally we caught all the 5 members . I asked Daman to open their mask . After revealing their faces.
"What the hell . You.." I yelled
"Do you know any of them here ?, Daisy ". Daman asked me with raising his brow .
"No , why is he a man ? I was sure he was a she by his silhouette." as I said, all of them looked at me like I'm crazy . Its important for me , how could he have a such a slim waist.
Daman sighed and asked them who sent them , they hesitated for a second . But , later they confessed it .
It was the 1st prince.
But why I do feel uneasy after hearing them , Is there something I missed.