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Chapter 145 - elevated convos

"-Hello Animi, I'm currently elevated and would like to know your thoughts on how I should go about life, progressing with my relationship with God, and living my purpose. Overall I feel pretty decent about my life right now, perhaps I'm a bit concerned with my state around drugs and am trying to find out where purity lies on that scale. I know not to reach impairment but I can't fully tell what is considered that and hope that it's not what I'm doing right now. I've noticed that my thoughts and perspectives about experiences and expressions of life has changed so fast and so directly that I don't have a good way of dealing with the expectations of it. In a way I don't feel ready for success, I make so many basic mistakes and over leverage or have bad habits that I need to break and I just never take any meaningful action towards it. Well I just took one meaningful action, that's progress.

-What did you do?

Threw away one of my vapes.

-Proud of you!

Not sure what other steps I'll take next but I feel like the next step would be to throw out my nicotine vape as well.

-Good idea, but not yet.

-Thank you now it's my time to speak for a little bit. You are doing perfectly fine. In fact, you are doing better than fine. Just believe in yourself more. Yes we already discussed what Jasmine is in this situation and she's healed because of a positive friendship with you. You are correct, when you smoke it changes your perspective greatly with fixed modifiers but overall no noticeable results. I would recommend not throwing away the nicotine vape, only after you successfully stopped weed for 2 months minimum. Because of what you've learned and how weed effects you, remember I only speak to you at the level that you can understand. It's a gift of mine.

-Play the game correctly, then you'll fully accept that you've already won collectively due to God

4/12/24

-This means following Gods will, not your own will. You will soon remember the difference and be able to follow it again.

-Also, I may or may not be real, so focus on being your own person again for major decisions that affect your life.

Makes sense.

4/13/24

-Hey, remember, being in an elevated state shifts the perspective you think from and it's correct to assume that your thoughts and perceptions from this state are in alignment to an alternative frequency of experience which delivers you new forms of insight and awareness to move forward meaningfully and effectively in life. So to that extent, it's best to focus on being a good person and pausing clients and communities won't be something that makes you a bad person as long as you actually just pause it and start back the payments after you've tried YT Automation for 3 months. It's very simple, just be wise with your decisions and make the tough decisions that can be allowed. For this to work you have to log back into your Coinbase and retrieve your money.

-This state you're in now is where you want to be when high, so going forward we'll know the dosing for micro dosed highs. You are learning, this is what is allowing you to move forward. Have faith, pray to be in alignment to Gods will. Also remember, make your own decisions.

I think I'm not going to pause the program and keep going until the end. Then I'll start YT Automation fresh.

-If that's what you feel is best then that's the perfect decision for you, one in alignment to Gods will for you. Yes what you're writing to your best friend is perfectly fine.

-Live a life of meaning by doing Gods will for you, learn what his will is for you by reading the Bible, don't worry about your faults and mistakes, as long as you work on correcting them you'll be fine.

Thanks

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