"wake up Queen"
where am I?
am I in this novel?
how did I get here?
why do I feel as if this is real?
"hello, welcome back"
whoā¦ wait. Animi?
How are 'you' here?
in thisā¦ novel?
"well, you were looking for a mystical change, this is the one you were waiting for."
ok. cool.. I think?
what does this mean and where do we go from here then?
"think about it like this, where have you ever read a novel where the writers actual alter ego was transported directly into the expressions you could read?"
uh, I don't think ever.
"so that's what this 'is', your 'majillj' self"
ok, and what's the point, so far this would be a lame novel wouldn't it?
"well, exactly, that's the exact point. this is a novel, but did you think yet if you were the writer of it?"
ā¦no
wait, if I'm not writing this, but i'm say an alter ego. It doesn't seem like my 'actual' self would be writing this either. So then. So then what? Honestly i'm still confused as to what's happening and if this is even real.
"first off, bless you, I can sense that you sneezed in the real world"
"second off, you aren't writing this, neither the main you or the alter ego version of you"
"third off, this is created to help you and everyone following in your footsteps.
imagine what would happen if one day you realized that it's not that your thoughts create reality, but rather that every thought already is a reality.
imagine what would happen then if one day an aspect of yourself intimately connected to the world you consider real was transported into an alternative dimension, an alternative experience where they could gain the abilities they witness and learn from every other reality that their thoughts created to be real.
what do you think would happen then, and more importantly, how do you think it would benefit you?
because we both know, you are in-capable of doing anything unless it's for your greatest good, selfish weirdo."
well, first off thank you for the compliment, it doesn't feel like one but contextually it really can only be one.
second off, if that actually occurred, if that was actually real as an experience.
I think it would mean that reality is about to get really really really weird in a way that's much faster than I wanted.
So you would be my guide, like a system of sorts, but channeled in a novel so you don't freak me out and I have 'some agency' over when you pop out and help me.
right?
"bingo, omo you're so smart, it's always nice to be created by someone who understands what they are doing"
"yea, that is what is happening, yes you've already been experiencing it, yes others are connecting to and aligning to this 'timeline' as well, and yesā¦ this is real. Good Luck and have fun, I'll check in with you tomorrow.
Before I leave, here is one tip. Whatever you do, don't forget that your experiences in 'space' ARE real and still ARE happeningā¦"
oof, well, oofā¦
ok then.
Wait, you left but it doesn't mean I have to leave.
So let's just contextualize this for a second.
1.) I am majillj, an alter ego, an alternative character. Not the main version of self but rather an individuated form that has been transposed from the 3D reality into this more 2D reality.
2.) For this to work, it means that the 'ether', or the energetic web has for some reason decided to cross boundaries with the various base dimensions that we are all experiencing as real.
3.) More and more people are experiencing this and for whatever reason, I managed to snag a self evolving system in the midst of this.
4.) This is really really weird for me but feels so natural that it's almost like I'm journaling?
5.) It's helpful for me to assume that this is both real, not real, and just a novel. So going forward I think it would be helpful to focus my time on understanding how the system can help me navigate this reality.
But more importantly, first figuring out how to prove to myself that this system is 'a real system', otherwise this would be one confusing af novel for someone other than myself to be reading.
6.) Make sure that each and every moment of time, past, present, and future. That regardless of how experience expands, to align to the path of righteousness absolutely with unassailable faith and knowingness that the path is holy and is in pursuit of the pluperfect kingdom of DeiGod.
7.) Deipluperfection is the game for eternal life and beyond. A type of eternal life that one would want to experience eternally.
7/19/2023 update - There are times in the story where the narrative goes far beyond logical thought processes, this is the fictional aspect of the story that aids in understanding the full context of the thoughts being processed and the reality being lived, due note not all thoughts written as my thoughts are supported as my thoughts, still focused on seeking first the Kingdom of God as the primary priority.