I felt a hand touched my shoulder , at that moment i woke up from my fainting on a state of panic .
The doctor came and told me to calm down there was something he would have told me . i sat on the chair telling myself that what i saw was just a dream , he brought me a cup of hot chocolate , when i held it in my hands i felt warm . i looked at a doctor and he began to show signs of sadness then he said: " i used to treat many serious diseases and their companions leaved in good health but you came too late . i contracted cancer on the third stage , if we don't start treatment you will die after 100 days and if you undergo treatment you will leave a little more ".
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I didn't feel anything . i had already died my first death long ago i lost the passion to continue living . i told him i would be fine then i went ...
On my way out of the hospital i saw a little girl who wanted to open a bottle of water so i told her i could help and then i opened it for her . i looked at that girl with that glowing black short hair and she smiled to me and gave me a beautifull candle , but when she looked behind me her smile quickly disappeared , i felt a hot breath touch my neck , i look behind but i didn't find anyone . when i tried to ask the girl i found her already gone .
i took the bus to my little house but when i got off , it started raining and i was the only one who didn't have an embrella in this cold night .
I came home wet and i got sick , i went to the top of the building where i live . today is my twenty-sixth birthday , i bought a small cake but i forget to buy candles then i remembered that little girl who gave me an only candle maybe i don't need 26 candles to celebrite , one is enough . i put it on my cake , i grabbed my family picture , i closed my eyes and began to imagine them partying with me .
My mother says :" close your eyes and make a wish my dear "
My brother adds :"come on quickly blow out the candles i want to eat the cake "
and thier laughter rises in my ears .
when i oppened my eyes everything disappeared and the light was off , i took the candle in my band and went out to the wide balcony . my steps were not steady , i sat on the edge of my rooftop and star screaming ." i wish the world would end , may god bring destruction to this planet , i hate this world , i hate my boss".
After finished screaming i below out the candle then i heared footprints approaching me . i turned around in feras because i was the only one living in this tall building but i lost my balence and i fell....