"Ahem… Ahem.." She couldn't help but clear her throat, which successfully gained Raj and Saheed's attention, even Kia ended up opening her red, sleep-deprived eyes. Making Raj withdraw his hand within a blink, as he realized what he was actually doing as if he wasn't the one patting her.
Not because he was in the wrong or he was afraid of being misunderstood by homies but because he knows this little girl doesn't like it. She loves her loneliness and hates any type of consolation. He doesn't want her to feel bad when she is this pitiful already. She says suffering is for the best.
She believes that if something can't break you then it makes you. It makes you stronger and more powerful than before. Thus, she loves to suffer.
Saheed also realized that he was acting out of character. So, he also controlled and calmed himself down. While Kia tried her best to stay awake and get settled in her chair, rather than just falling on the table again and again.