I wake up everyday and wonder if everyone feels the same way about life. Life is so unfair, I say to myself but wonder. How do rich people make more money without working hard and poor people remain poor while working for complete twenty four hours without taking a day off. This is a question I ask everyday without getting satisfied with the answers I get from people. Regardless of the fact that things get tougher and tougher, I refuse to quit striving. Yeah, that's the spirit. That's what you would say to me if you was close, but No. That's not the spirit for me, it's killing me everyday, my goals, my dreams, my everything. I refuse to quit striving hard and I accept to live life effortlessly and happily. One thing I observed while I was growing up is the fact that when you keep bothering yourself over your problems it multiplies in numbers, sickness and financial loss. Now you understand when I say I refuse to strive hard and I accept to live life effortlessly. First thing on my list today is "making a change" and I won't do that if I think of my problem. Well, it's not a new thing because that's what I say everyday, Life is so unfair... It's been six months and two days now and I'm lying and sobbing on my pillow again