The only thing that eased her was the fact that her new lover gave her a huge sum of money. This had allowed her to live a life of luxury for a period of time. However, he couldn't give her a status because his parents required him to marry a woman who could give him successor.
Thus, she had to become a mistress. It was the only reason why Yu Xin ended up in this forsaken dark room.
She couldn't show her face in public and all the humiliation she received only made her felt even more enraged. Her appetite disappeared and even her most favorite food tasted bland in her tongue. But in front of her lover, she always acted as if he was the best man in the world.
Going out and work on her own?
She couldn't do anything and even if there were some menial work, how could she reduce herself to do them? She refused!