Tetsuya pulled Rin into his chest and let out a soft breath. Rin could hear Tetsuya's heart beating irregularly. 'Is that the sound of love?'. Rin found himself blushing and hugging Tetsuya tightly in embarrassment.
"Are you okay?" Tetsuya squeezed him gently.
"Y-yeah..." Rin loosened his hold and nuzzled into Tetsuya's chest. "I feel so... Safe."
Tetsuya smiled softly. "I'm so happy. I'll protect you." He smoothed Rin's hair, moving Rin's bangs aside to kiss his forehead.
Rin looked up at him, blushing lightly. "Tetsuya?"
"Mm?"
"How long have you liked me?"
"Forever, stupid."
Rin blushed. "F-forever... What do you mean?"
Tetsuya looked into Rin's eyes. "I always liked you. Since I met you. The first time I spoke to you, I thought 'this guy's gonna be special to me'. Turns out you were my gay awakening too." He laughed to himself. "What about you?"
"I liked you... For a long time. I always thought you were so cool."
"And I was your first crush, right?" Tetsuya smirked.
Rin blushed. "D-don't ask me that..!"
Tetsuya frowned. "Hey, who was your first?"
Rin looked away. "A boy idol..."
Tetsuya laughed. "How adorable... Well, that boy idol can keeps his hands off my Rin. Because every part of Rin is reserved for me." Tetsuya looked at Rin lustfully. "Are you ready to continue?"
"Ah, I, uh..." Rin hugged Tetsuya tight, burying his face into Tetsuya's chest. "I'm nervous..."
Tetsuya hugged him back gently. "That's okay. We can go at your pace. Since you're the bottom, you'll probably need some time to build up to sex anyway."
"H-hey, what if I don't wanna be the bottom?!" Rin pouted up at him.
Tetsuya's eyes widened. "You wanna be the top?"
"W-well, no... But what if I did?"
A faint blush appeared on Tetsuya's face. "Well, if it was what you wanted... It can't be helped..."
Rin looked at him in shock. "You'd let me?"
Tetsuya frowned. "Of course I would, stupid! I just wanna make love to the one I love; who cares how?" He looked away, his face red.
Rin kissed his cheek gently. "I really love you. You're the best."
Tetsuya pecked Rin's lips. "I love you a lot. I don't care what I'm doing as long as it's with you." He rested his chin on Rin's head. "Although, I don't think I could imagine you being the one fucking me. It'd be like being pegged by my cute girlfriend." He chuckled.
Rin pouted, squeezing him. "Don't make fun of me!"
Tetsuya laughed. "Sorry."
"Is it okay if we just rest tonight instead of doing anything?"
"Of course, dummy."