Everything looks fine in my life , I have been privileged to live a good life in my 24 years.
I have a good family who always support me , to a degree which I poured all my blood and sweat and tears into ..
Something that missing in my life is love ,
Sigh I prefer to be single but not anymore .
I wanted to taste the young blood on my body and warm hands who support me ..
So I iris decided to marry someone who makes my life easy .And helps me in my financial condition ..
Maybe I am too greedy and selfish to live an easy life without working so hard .
I am marrying someone who I met thrice .
It can be said that it's an arranged marriage .
My wedding will be held in 2 days and I am excited, nervous and cheerful because it's my first marriage or Maybe it will last .
"knock knock iris you are still awake , sigh tomorrow is your haldi rasam /ritual.
Go and sleep early. "" Ruchhi said and frowned .
"Ruchi I can't sleep ,adrenaline is rushing in my body and dancing .Tell me how you feel when you married " I asked
Ruchhi is my cousin who always supports and understands me.
She is married so I always ask her for help with those things.
"When I married Rabi ,it's was blissed and had a headache because of my mother in law .
You know, on the first day of rabi house ,my mother in law said that to make breakfast for everyone with all makeup and saree such tiring day of my life "
She sighed ..
"Go to your bed and sleep " she stand up and leave m
"Ok I will after writing my journal " I said .
I sat down and started to write. The message came from my hubby anjan ray but I prefer to call him ray .He is 4 years older than me .His physique is ok -ok
But his humour and sensibility nobody can match him ..That what I love him most or another reason is he is rich .
He messaged me Are you sleeping âşď¸ ?
I replied No đ, do u wanna talk with me đ? .
He replied yeah if you are alone .
I replied " I am totally alone and how are you "
He replies " I am having a headache and nauseous because of the loudness and having bad sleep ."
I replied " ohh take care Urself â¤ď¸"
After I messaged him good night and then I turned off my phone and went to sleep .