07/23/19
Dearest Sabrina,
Hi, Sab! It's been a while.
How are you?
To be honest, I'm kind of worried about you.
Last time we talked, you're crying.
You even said that you're tired and you wanted to end your life.
Are you still feeling that way or are you genuinely happy now?
I hope it's the latter 'cause I can't wait to see your smile again, Sabrina.
Do you know that you're pretty when you smile? Not only that, but also, you made the people around you smile, too.
Oh well, at least, you're aware now that the smile you wear was contagious.
Do you remember Amber saying that your smile comforted her?
That's how special your smile was to those around you.
Oh!
I didn't say that for you to smile right now.
I know you're still faking it and it made your heart shattered even more by doing so.
Be at ease.
It's normal to take your time.
Don't be pressured.
You don't have to force yourself to smile when you're anxious and sad.
Sabrina, it's not wrong to cry and be sad sometimes.
You don't have to suppress your true feelings just to be accepted.
Trust me, there's still people who will stay by your side even though you showed them this vulnerabe side of yours.
Be yourself, Sabrina!
In that way, you can find the happiness you're seeking for a long time.
- JY