Looking at Mia that already closed her eyes there, no longer breathing, and her body began to limp in his arms at that moment, Ethan began to tremble but still did not release his grip on the girl.
He suddenly remembered that there were still a lot of things he wanted to say to her, there were still a lot of things he wanted to do with her that it was clear he was too late for that.
It hit him hard now at the moment. Like someone just punching him in the face hard enough making him realize all that. Suddenly it's become too much for him to accept all of this things.
He started questioning himself. Why did he choose a difficult path? Why he didn't try to make the girl happy while they still had time. It's three years at that! And he wastes it just because of his fear.
