Gina was hammered the next day remembering what happened vaguely but she couldn't stand up from her bed and soon she was dizzy as she closed her eyes to sleep again.
The guy she met at club. They made out. What happened next? Gina thought in her inner mind trying to picture the whole scene in her head and suddenly felt disgusted.
"His touch was so lame," she murmured. "No intimate feeling." And with that again her mind drifted to Ashton.
The moans. The tender roughness. The crazy love bites. The feeling of his hot tongue on her skin. The intimacy. She totally missed it all. It was totally different, the way he caressed her. It still felt new. He probably did it to every girl she thought and got up immediately, but deep down she missed him.
"You are out of it Gina," she told herself slapping her cheeks severally and telling herself to wake up. She got new friends Finley and Ellie from third year and fourth year. They hung out sometimes.
Ximena met Brian at school the next day and she totally stared like he hadn't been in their class the whole past weeks. She wasn't concerned about the fact that he distanced himself according to what they say, she sat beside him so close like she was going to enter him. He looked totally gorgeous. Like Kim wasn't bluffing.
After she explained everything the assignment was about, they agreed to meet after school hours.
"At a cafe,":he said gently.
It was a smooth talk between them both. Nothing seemed out of ordinary.
"I am planning on going out with a guy in my department," Kim suddenly said when she and xime5na were eating dinner.
For real?"
"Yeah, I mean he is a good guy and most sincere out of all of them so, I should give it a trial."
"Do you like him?" Ximena asked.
"He is cool, friendly and nice, Why shouldn't I date him?" Kim repeated.
"I mean do you really like him," Gina asked over phone when she told her.
"Yeah, I think so and I'll learn to love him probably when we start dating."
"Aren't you saying anything?" Kim asked over the phone when Gina suddenly kept quiet.
"Yh,.. yh umnn, yeah I am good, I am in a party right now with my friends."
"Can't you stop going to parties now?"
"I swear, I can't Kim." "This is my happiness apart from seeing you," she said.
Kim laughed and blushed hearing what her cousin had just said.
"Alright love, I'll see you tomorrow." "Yeah tomorrow."
The next day was cold and rainy. Gina under the sheets naked. And then she remembered.
"OMG, What have I fucking done," she asked herself with her eyes wide open.
Drink more, Yeahhhh, pole dance, more drinks, dance show. Ashton.
"Ashton?" Fuck, she screamed and then the memories came flooding. Her hot passionate night with the person she deeply missed. His touch on her body. His scent.
She moaned as her nails scratched his back and she wrapped her legs around his waist, he rammed hard into her but she loved every feeling.
"What the fuck have I done," she cried.