Alara
After last night I got to thinking about some things like what I want and what I have. And what I want is different than what I have. I want more with Austin and Adam. As I was about to get up I felt a pair of strong arms pull me back to the bed when I landed I giggled causing both of my mates to look at me I smiled and kissed them both then got up as I danced my way to the bathroom I felt their eyes on me so I did the only logical thing I looked back made sure we made eye contact and smiled then blew them a kiss when they started to get up I ran rest of the way into the bathroom and locked the for so they can't get in.
30 minutes later I get out the shower and get dressed "we are going out for lunch with alphas from packs in the area so dress nice love" I heard Adam Scott from the room. I didn't reply but got dressed in a knee high dress that was a light blue with white roses engraved in the bottom and sleeves of the dress. I walk out the bathroom to find my handsome mates in black suites I walk over to each of them kissing them then walking to the closet thats when I saw it the black spaghetti strap knee high dress I decided to wear it instead so I changed my dress and got my black 3 inch heels then turned around to find my mates watching me
Austin growled and walked away "how much did you two see" I asked Adam who was still standing at the door. Adam smiled and walked to me he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my forehead "we saw everything" Adam said and I blushed hiding my face in his chest I felt him pur most likely due to me being so close to him we pulled away from each other and headed down stairs.
Thats when I remembered that we can read each other's thoughts *hey Austin where are you* I asked in my head. Austin didn't miss a beat and replied *in the car I'm driving* I looked down and started to play with my fingers *oh ok* I answered back "dont worry hes just trying to be careful" Adam said taking my hand "but why" I asked "bc we don't want to push you if your not ready" Adam said. I blushed and walked tip the car to find Austin holding the door open for me I looked at him only for him to look away. It broke my heart for my mate to look away from me right now all I want is for him to touch me and tell me he loves me but I guess that won't happen.
I climb in the back seat and buckle my seatbelt Adam climbs in next to me trying to take my hand but I pull away getting clog see to the window the boys share a look before we start off to the restaurant. Once we get there Austin opens the door for me hook holding his hand out for me but I ignore it and get our myself. I heard Austin whine and it broke my heart so I kissed his cheek "just so you know you started it I'm just trying to make this better on me okay" I said looking between my mates they nodded understating my train of thought. When we got inside we were seated "are they not here yet" I asked "guess not why" Austin asked "I'm going to the bathroom I'll be back" I said standing up Austin grabbed my arm causing me to look at him "keep your thoughts open please I need a way to hear your voice" Austin pleaded I shook my head agreeing then left.
When I came back from the ladies room the other alphas were here with their mates I say in between Austin and Adam. When I say down I was introduced to the others most of the dinner all of us females were quiet and none of us had a problem with it. Half way through the lunch I felt a hand land on my thighs I looked down to find Austin had his hand on my left thigh and Adam had his hand on my right thigh when I looked up the alphas and there mates were standing top and saying good bye *guess I zoned out* I thought *yeah but it's okay they didn't notice like we did what's wrong* Adam asked in my head *nothing* I answered then shit them out we got up and headed back to the pack house, the ride was quiet fire the most part other that Adam and Austin talking about something.
When we got back I went straight to the room and changed into some compan comfy clothes when I walked out I saw two handsome alphas shirtless *I can't take this anymore* I thought to myself and walked back into the closet got a black sports bra and black leggings and changed I walked out of the closet and looked at them "I'm going on a run I'll be back soon" I said and left when I guild to the edge of the woods that's when I heard Adam *are you okay* he asked *yes I'm fine I just want to run* I guild him hopeing he would do it *no your not okay if this is about us completing the mating bond its okay we can wait* Austin added *no it's not that* I said *then what is it* Adam asked *I'm scared that after we complete the mating bond then everything with be different* I admitted when I heard nothin back I was starting to jog into the woods but I was stopped when muscular arms snaked there way around my waist stopping me in my tracks "nothing still be different I promise" Austin whispered in my ear then Adam appeared in front of me.
Adam leaned down and kissed me when we pulled away they switched places so adam is now behind me and Austin is in front of me when Austin and I kissed it felt like this was burning between us I pulled away and looked into his eyes "what was that" I asked "that feeling happened because we haven't kissed in two weeks like this" Austin explained I smiled and pulled him into another kiss. When Adam kissed my neck I moaned and threw my head back onto his shoulder Austin chuckled and started to kiss my collar bone I moaned again and ran my hands through Austin's hair. Both boys pulled away I whined "will you let us mark you" Austin and Adam asked in unison I giggled and nodded "your house" Adam said I lead the way to my house.
Once we got to my house I unlocked it and opened the door only to be pushed against the wall by Adam I wrapped my arms around his neck as he picked me up then I wrapped my legs around his waist I moved my hands to either side of his face as Austin lead us upstairs when we got to the room I was handed to Austin. Austin smiled as I kissed down his jaw to his neck I felt Austin sit on the bed and Adam came over and sat next to us Austin tightened his grip on my hips when I got to his scent gland I smiled and bit down into his neck causing him to groan and rub himself against me I pulled away and moaned without thinking I started to move my hips against his lower region I moaned as Austin gripped my hips pulling me closer to him. Adam stood and used this opportunity to mark me Austin moved more onto the bed so he was laying down and I was on top still moving my hips against him that's when I felt Adam bit into my neck I moaned and threw my head back stopping my movements giving Austin the chance to sit up and mark me Austin marked the left side of my neck and Adam marked the right side. Just marking your mate takes a lot of energy "that felt amazing" Austin said pulling me to lay down with them I was in the middle "god and that was just marking"Adam said "I know and why didn't we do that to when we first met" I asked the boys laughed "well someone had a mind of their own" Austin said smirking at me I blushed and rolled over then hid my face in Adams chest they chuckled "let's get some rest" Adam said rubbing my back.