Well, before I start with anything let me tell you this is not a novel or a poem or a fiction. This is my f*cking life. It's not just about love or friendships, it is just more than that. I don't even think anybody's gonna read this shit. I don't know why i am still writing this. Maybe because it's 2 in the morning and there's just nothing else to do. Yes, i have a boyfriend and a netflix subscription yet i am bored. Maybe i am just depressed. Didn't really know what depression was like a year ago but this pandemic and with all the people being basic bitchesss in my life depression is surely a friend. I've heard that writing about your miserable life make things better so why not give it a try. I'll surely start from the very start i.e, my teenage time (yeah spoiler i am no more a teenager) and will guide you to how I've become this miserable almost-21year old boring chick. I am liking how i am using the words like 'you' as if anybody is stupid enough to even read this.
I'll tell you a little but more about myself, i am a very under confident, introvert person who has an amazing life on social media but in reality if you ask me, it's all so f*ucked up. I am bad at sports, i am bad at academics, bad at communicating, basically bad at everything that makes a person seem attractive. Well, if you ever see me on Instagram you'll think i am a self obsessed person also, every one around me thinks that but the reality is just the opposite. You know how you show someone that you're strong so that they know they can't hurt you, i am that kinda person. You might think i am a very complicated person with a complicated life but that's also not true. I am just a very boring person with an even more boring life and i am probably making you bored right now by using the word boring like a zillion times.
The next time i write, that is, if i choose to write it'll be me from the very start. Not the childhood, because, firstly I don't remember anything secondly, who gives a shit about childhood. It's the teenage that is something to talk about.
Tighten your seat belts guys.